Zero Gravity

2010-07-05T03:03:00.003+08:00

Because you've always been the star. Because you're always shining so brightly, you can't see those around you. But that's not your fault, is it?

2010-06-17T03:10:00.002+08:00

Hiii, I've decided to post somewhere else because this space is no longer private and I feel threatened. I'll come back when I feel like it's safe. ;)

Young Forever

2010-06-06T00:26:00.010+08:00

It is all about enjoying life lately.

Shop, get pretty clothes and have nice dinners, satisfying materialistic wants. But it gives me a strong empty feeling. So what if we've all these? So what? It does not empower us in any way. People don't think you're pretty just because you've immaculately dressed. Even you yourself might not agree you're beautiful.

So I decided I'd rather splurge on food, work on getting fat then find motivation to improve my stamina. Ice-cream/ yoghurt cheers me up nearly instantly (P.S. Island Creamery & Frolick!!!) I totally live to eat. But I'm going to get my 2.4 timing 12 flat/under 12 by the end of the holidays. 1240 is way too depressing. I swear running on the track is a pain in the neck, I miss the canal @ Crescent.

But I guess the best part about this week is meeting up w the friends I really, really miss.

Yes, Melissa Foo, my BFF for more 8 years!!! ;)))

It was Friday, so we decided to visit TGIF hahhaa!

Buffalo Wings ;D We ate the celery, praise me!!!

Half-rack but still too much meat I reckon. :(((

The above is a perfect illustration of a big fat elephant.

Everything w Fries w Yuqi!
Thank you so much for everything, everything, the awesome friend and best senior anyone could have asked for. :)

And my red mean Elmo, whom we celebrated her birthday yesterday. Even though we didn't do anything special at all, I really had fun just hanging out w them. True friends enjoy each others' company even in silence.

Off to Shanghai w my family next week! I really want to cherish the little family time I've w them. I've been reading my archives and I realised I was such a bad and selfish child in the past. I want to change that. ;)))

2010-04-28T19:19:00.002+08:00

I'm much stronger now comparing to the time I first stepped into college. Then again, in this fierce environment, it is impossible not to grow. Finally, I'm seeing something positive out of all these for once.

School: Mundane. That hasn't changed a bit. We continue leading life in a routine, do we are told, follow the plans made for us, having little control of our own lives. I need rest, badly. Before long, school is going to drain even that very little left of us now.

And I realised I hate second chances. If you don't want to give me a chance then, don't give me one now. I don't see how you will trust me now when you have little faith in me then. Call me stubborn/petty wtv, but I don't need this. I'm not contented being a replacement, I rather be myself.

I saw this on my news feed:
"There's a point in your life when you are tired of chasing after people and trying to fix things. It's not giving up, it's just realising there's no longer a need."

How true.

2010-04-06T14:50:00.002+08:00

Every time we fail, we either tell ourselves, "it's okay, I've tried my best" or "it's okay, this is not my best yet, I can definitely do better next time". But the thing is, many times in reality, you are given only one chance. And sometimes, even giving your best is not enough. In fact, it's never enough.

I'm really really tired. Both mentally and physically.

I want to do well for so many people, I really do. I want them to know they've made the right choice in believing in me.

I've received far more encouragement than I deserve. There are people looking back, in front, and around for me even in this fast-paced world. Even when they don't know what is gg on w my messed up life, even when they themselves are facing their own problems, even when they need encouragement themselves, they always send me their love and let me know that they're still there because they know I need it. A friend told me this: "When i see you so drained and out, my heart really pains." I wanted to cry so much but I held it back.

I've been crying way too much. But those times are really over. I have to be strong now. I have to continue running this race. I really really must. It is no longer my own choice anymore and I realised it has never been all along.

I was thinking, I must have been Mother Teresa in my past life, to have done so much good that I'm getting this treatment right now. I honestly really do love you guys so much from the bottom of my heart. Sometimes, you all make being independent so difficult, because being reliant on you guys is so easy. But I know it's time to stand on my own now. It's time.

Dec Aussie Trip: Gold Coast

2010-04-03T04:26:00.010+08:00

Haven't updated in LONG, 2 months and a few more days to be exact. That's my longest record i guess. :O I've so many priorities over this site now and thus the case. :( So much have happened in school, i really don't know where to start, so i'll start recording my Aussie trip first, before my memory starts to fade.

Second time in Gold Coast, the first being more than 10 years ago. But from my vague impression of it, nothing much changes actually. Apart from the places we visited, I really really love our apartment (Azzura) and the shopping there!!! The view from the apartment was breathtaking. In the morning, you can see hot air balloons up in the sky with the rising sun in the background and in the evening, you can watch as the orange sun sets behind the mountains. ;) Ten thumbs-up!!!!

Not forgetting the times my brother attempted to make hot choc by cooking the choc drink we got at the mart (best ever!!!) in the pot and ended up burning the static stove! HAHAHA. And my mom who whipped up w some awesome steaks for us. :))))

But of course, the beach was the most impressive of them all. I can sit right there, plug in music and watch as the world goes by for the entire day wo feeling restless/bored. The wind, air, water and view just make up for the lack of action. But as for that, you really have to see it for yourself, it's hard to put it in words. The sunsets I caught there were the best I've ever seen in my life. :)

Currumbin Wildlife Sanctuary

Crocodiles, snakes, koalas, eagles, kangaroos and more kangaroos. Man, I held a living baby crocodile!!! I was seriously mad scared, but did it nevertheless. It's my 3rd bravest attempt with animals- 1st being playing with tiger cubs when i was young and 2nd being holding a snake around my neck. HAHAHA okay the snake one is quite noob, but I'm really afraid of snakes, more than those cute little tiger cubs!!! :(

I really love the place anyway, it's away from town, quiet, serene and all. Time seems to slow down a lot when you're there. But the mosquitoes were practically feasting on me, so that's bad. :(

Praise me!!! Even Esme's secretly impressed! ;D

To be fair, my brother did it too! Oh well.

CUTEST THING ON EARTH! ;D

Paradise Country (Farm)

The food they serve there is AMAZING. Lunch was chicken/fish/steak -all equally good (!!!) Love the garden salad too!!! Plus their tea bread and english tea really reminded me a lot of England except they didn't come in dainty English glassware. I wanna go horse riding someday.

Movie World

Found my 2nd fav theme park ride while I was there: SUPERMAN Escape!!! (1st still being Hollywood Dreams @ US Japan) We only rode on it once, but the thrill went right down our spines. Lil' monster took Lethal Weapon on his own cause I was too overwhelmed by the many 360 degrees turn hahaha. ;)

Sea World

The corkscrew rollercoaster wasn't operating so the other rides were pretty repetitive. :( The dolphin show was impressive though. Not whale riders, dolphin riders!!!

Dream World

Our fav theme park out of the 3.

QDeck

2010-01-31T02:35:00.002+08:00

People say SA is Crescent's second home, if so, why am i feeling so unfamiliar? It feels strange cheering for something you don't have a sense of belonging to.

I would say Crescent: Irreplaceable.

Someone said: "You should learn to let go of Crescent and embrace whatever you have now."

I would try but I think some things just can't be erased so easily. I still have that invisible balance in my heart in which Crescent is always on the heavier side.

Thank you: Munyee, Nicole, SW, Joey for making things so much more bearable.

And my 3 new friends: Natalie, Jin Ting, Angelique. You guys were awesome, thank you for talking to me even though I was being so anti-social. :)

2010-01-27T12:39:00.003+08:00

SAJC, here i come!!! ;)

Together with:
Munyee. Sbf. Chermaine. Michelle. Kahhuan. Tracy. Abigail. Jessica. Shermin.

A bit ambivalent but then again, rather excited.

To: You

2010-01-24T03:27:00.013+08:00

#1/#2: I wish I could keep up with your world. Idk if you still read this site, but I always and will always read yours. Sometimes, I really have so much to tell you, but I just wouldn't make the call and neither would I talk to you online because I hope one day, you will be doing it before me. Still, I wish to say I love you.

#3: Even though you don't say much and whenever we're together, it always seems like I'm always the one talking, I know you care. And I love youuuu so much!!! I'm glad we chose the same route to take for 2010/2011. :)

#4: To the cheeriest friend I have ever known:

Always thankful and happyyyy to have you around! :) Thank you for bringing me up during the whole post-collection-of-results period (And michelleee too!!!). I'm genuinely glad for you, a job well done! :)

#5: You're so ulu because you seldom come online and every time you do, you'd be busy watching funny shows. (!!!) But you're the first one I would call most of the time if anything major crops out. Thank you, thank you, thank you for everything, all the problems that I bothered you with for the past 4 years. :)

P.S. Anddd, I'm proud to have a top scholar as a friend. HEHE.

#6:

For 8 years and counting, you've been my best friend and you will always be. :)

2010 Movies

2010-01-23T15:46:00.006+08:00

I LOVE THIS!!! ;)
Hooray to all Jackie Chan movies in fact.

The kids are terribly cute like Nora (little girl in the pic above) played by Alina Foley (acted in Days of Our Lives if you can rmb) and Ian!!! Nuff said, you should catch if for yourself. :)

Others like Tooth Fairy and Old Dogs are not bad either. :)

And my 2009 movie of the year is :

Slumdog Millionaire :)
Not Avatar, unlike most people.

Avatar was basically unique plot and excellent graphics, better proved when you watch it in 3D. And I love the meaning and theme behind the movie: Environmental destruction. After all, it was through the hands of James Cameron, the world-class director of Titanic, so the popularity and favourable critics of the show was kind of expected.

But I guess I was looking for something different which Slumdog Millionaire has to offer. I can't tell why it's good, because generally, everything is perfect. :)

P.S./I wanna catch:

Daybreakers

Valentine's Day
Starring:
Anne Hathaway. Jessica Alba. Jennifer Garner. Julia & Emma Roberts. Jessica Biel. Patrick Dempsey. Taylor Lautner. Ashton Kutcher

Self-explanatory.

Early Jan 2010

2010-01-21T23:12:00.007+08:00

1 Jan: Auntie Alicia's 58th Birthday (!!!)

Auntie Alicia's birthday dinner @ Bali Village

(We hardly take family photos like this. :( )

And we went Swensens after that!!! :D
Terribly full and totally playing a fool. Hence, we took such a long time trying to finish our food that the waiters were giving us black face because it was already past their closing hours. HEHEHHE.

Sleepover @ Nicole's (4th/5th Jan)

Guitar Hero like mad. (!!!)

We dined out for dinner- the Jap cuisine and the Macha was heavenly!!! :):):) I love Jap food- another reason why I should move there. Anw, we were kept busy with monopoly & lateral thinking till wee hours of the morning. The next day, Michelle cooked us fried rice for lunch. (!!!) Culinary has never really been on my side so I truly admire people who can make wonders in the kitchen. :)

Walked around 6km to and fro from Nicole's to East Coast. Yeah, we're awesome I know, thank you. :)

In this photo: The orange octopus kite that caught our eye.

P.S. East Coast made me wish i never returned from Surfer's Paradise. It's a total heaven & earth.

Hosin!!!*

We have known each other for 10 years!!! That's > half my lifetime. I'm really very thankful we can still meet up, talk, shop and catch a movie like this, even if it's just once every holiday. Hehehe, you're really really special to me. :)

2S1 @ Botanic Gardens

Picnic. Charades. FUN (!!!!)

2007, was filled with problems, obstacles and troubles from every aspect of my life. But then again, it was my best year in Crescent. Because it forced me to grow and made me see who my true friends are. I trust that I'm a better person now than I was back then.

So, I really treasure this awesome class which I went through 2007 together with!!! :) And of course, also my awesome clique, who I can always go to no matter what happens. I love you all so much!

4G3 @ Chyihui's

Guitar Hero. Majong. Pizzas. Stayover- movies + midnight supper! It was a blastttt and definitely the best way to spend the night before the collection of results.

No doubt, I'm gg to miss all these people as we separate routes.

"People from all walks of life, one 4G3"- Cleo

P.S. Happy Birthday Mom. :) -18 Jan 2010

Reflection

2010-01-20T20:49:00.002+08:00

The reason why I haven't been updating much for the past month because I don't want people to be just reading about my entire life routine which is seemingly quite meaningless.

I've yet to tell this to anyone, but my only and best resolution for 2010 is to simply be a better person. I think that being able to overcome all the evil thoughts and unhealthy feelings that you might have when things don't go your way is like bringing yourself to a whole new level. And that feeling when you know that you are still able to do good in the grimmest situations you face is very very very satisfying. It just makes you feel this glow in you and I think that glow can be seen by others too. Pretty is not just a physical word, to me it is the ability to shine. (Thank you tracy, for making me realise that.)

P.S. I think this is a very good read.

http://austereclarity.livejournal.com/16691.html

December 2009

2010-01-18T00:37:00.008+08:00

Hi, it has been long, since last year if that sounds long enough. I've decided to occupy myself by updating about my mindless life here since I've pretty much have nothing to do nowadays. ;)

Life after I flew back from Queensland...

Malaysia
Shopping + Eating + Mad Laughing w/ Junel & Kent = Awesome Possum (!!!)
Was too engrossed having fun so there are not many pictures of the trip. But that's a good thing, I mean the first.

I love this shot!!!

Very proud to be a Hainanese even though I can't speak a single word of it. Plus this has my birth year calved on it. ;)

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After all that overseas fun, I returned to start work @ Esprit, which was definitely a whole new experience. Met a few new people + a spunky Uncle Eric and really did enjoy the time there- talking nonsense, truth or dare, crazy shopping @ 313, waiting for our fav songs to be played on 987 etc. It was great. :D

New friends (besides Sw): Yellow 4! (L)

P.S. This is NOT our uniform.

11th Dec: Esme's 16th!!! ;)

Haha, my best friend/partner is finally legal to walk into a NC16 openly after all that sneaking around, must have felt good.

Lunch @ Seoul Garden!
Cake: Specially flown in from Germany by Artttt hahaha! But the very unappreciative birthday girl ( with the help of us) only finished half of it :(

Wasn't a bowling day for me! The scores were horriblexzxz, but it was funnn still. ;)

24th/25th Dec: Christmas

My fav festive season besides CNY because there are always lovely presents to give and receive. Best present: the Stitch toy Esme got for me. I hug it to sleep every night, it's too cuteeeee!!! Also, did manicure w/ yingying as a small reward for ourselves for X'mas. ;)

X'Mas Countdown Party @ Auntie Alicia's. Man, I love the turkey + bacon + roasted potatoes made by a special someone hehehe! After which we drove down to HV's Swensens @ 2am in the morning for supper. HV after midnight reminds me pretty much of Aussie, partly because many of those left on the streets were drunk and still high in the party mood.
Anw, we suffered a hangover the next day despite being alcohol free hahaha!!!

26th: Boxing Day

Kh + Sbf

Great catching up + did some crazy shopping @ 313 trying on killer heels hahaha!!

30th
Was the last day of work for me because I didn't turn up on the 31st.

Lunch @ Cartel to celebrate the end of the month. ;)

Esme's treat cos of her BIG pay packet! HEHE, of course, being mua good old partner. ;)

31st: Last day of 2009

Met up with my fav people, Nicole, MY and Michelle. Michelle and Nicole waited over an hour for me because I overslept and ignored my phone. Very terribly sorry!!! :(

Haven't seen them the entire holiday so there was a lot to talk about! ;)

Countdown @ Vivocity w/ my cousins.

---End of 2009---

Totally random but,

I m now madly in love with:

Love them or h8 them.

I realised I got a thing for guys who paint their nails black. Like Adam Lambert and Bill Kaulitz (lead singer w funky hair above). Who cares what they do w their personal lives, they're AWESOME performers!

2009-12-18T00:05:00.002+08:00

Close to 3 weeks since i last posted. Kinda lost interest here.

But for record sake,

Flew to Brisbane and back again.
Had a whale of time in Sea World, Dream World & Movie World (Gold Coast)
I love Supre + Valleygirl + Billabong (!!!)
I don't usually buy Billabong, partially due to the stereotype of the brand in Sg but still, I realised the awesomeness of it all.
I miss Surfer's Paradise, I swear it is the best beach I've been to so far. Even the one @ Taiwan couldn't be compared to it.

Went over to Malaysia w/ Junel & co
We did some mad laughing the whole time over there. I don't think I've ever laughed that much in a day. Q crazyyy.
Stocked up on Secret Recipe's cheese cakes because it was darn cheap over there.

Did a lot of shopping and met up w/ a couple of friends after I got home which was, of course, marvelous!!! But I still have yet to catch up with many more. Got a part-time job which brings in moooolah. I would say, my life, is at its peak now.

P.S. Christmas is just next week. V,v,v, excitedddd. (!!!)

2009-11-30T01:40:00.001+08:00

This will be my last post till I'm back.

This weekend I found out something. That despite all the unhappiness that may have happened/ is still gg to happen in future, i still love my family and they still love me and that will not change. ;) I'm sure it will keep us going.

On sat, we had steamboat dinner at this traditional korean restaurant @ Shenton Way which followed the full custom exactly from food to utensils to the setting. Hahaha it was quite cool, reminisce of the good old days in Korea!!! Anyway yes, the effort taken for them to prepare a meal is far commendable compared to our carelessly whipped up instant meal. And hehhee fyi, I use Korean utensils at home!!! Like the thin silver chopsticks similar to that in Da Chang Jin hahaha, in case someone attempt to ahemm poison me. (Hahaha Kh/Sbf/Ahler/Manda see this!!! Bettt you're proud of mua.)

Yesterday, we went hiking early in the morning, which was very very rare for me and then to Sentosa. The luge and sky ride is the best thing in there besides the soon to be built Universal Studios, which I must say is quite remarkable from what they have done so far. ;) Yayeee, can't contain my excitement already. (!!!)

From a week ago:

Actually, I miss all of my prettaye friends pretty much, some of which have been working quite hard. We'll meet soon kkkk. I love you guys a lot a lot!!!

P.S. My phone is working again so text me if you need/want anything from Aussie. ;)

Will be back in a swift.

2009-11-27T00:22:00.002+08:00

P.S.

If there's anything urgent, please call (house/ mobile I can still receive calls), because I can't read any texts at all. Sorry if you haven't gotten a reply from me because my phone is not functioning anymore (!!!). I'm still trying to get a new replacement phone now because fixing the previous one would cost a bomb. :( :( :(

But in any case, I'll be off to Aussie on Mon so yep, save the overseas charge anyway. Email me @ superme0808@yahoo.com.sg / leave me a message on Facebook if there's anything up. ;)

We'll no longer be going to HK/ China/ Vietnam which is kinda sad because I was hoping to go to H&M/ Esprit + gobble up all the dim sum/ xiao long baos!!! :( Anw, haven't been to Aussie in ages, since i was 9 i think. I love Aussie, hope everything turns out fine. ;)

And thankkk you so much Esme for everything. Can't say enough. (L)

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You know, I owe you for everything I have today. I'm very grateful without a doubt. But I'm afraid if I ask you why would you want to give me all these, your answer would be that you didn't have a choice.

Who wants to be a bad kid when they can be a good one? Likewise, who wants to be a fool if our intellectual is up to us? Honestly. But I see no meaning in doing good if that's how you see me, that's how you judge me. I know I can't be such a fool to let your perception of me be the vital factor in what kind of person I want/choose to be. But you certainly bring out the worst in me at times.

Definitely flawed and fragmented. That's me, my character, my personality. And of course, I'm far, miles apart from being the best child one would ever desire to have. But I wonder if you were ever truly proud of me, just for awhile? Or if you were ever glad that I am your daughter? Or is it because you simply didn't have a choice? It was all god's doing and it was just an unlucky part of yours.

I pity you.
Even though I can't comprehend your actions. At all. It frightened me when I was young, but now that I can see better, I think it means how much I meant to you. The well of tears that was meant for you is now dry and bare. But I know deep down, I will always wish you would be proud of me one day. For now, I just hope to be happy. If ignorance is bliss, please let me be blinded to all of these.

Spectacular, Spectacular

2009-11-24T16:07:00.006+08:00

Just for the record:

13.11 Post-exam: Shop, shop & shopppp w/ Esme + CX + CCA BBQ
14.11 CCA Camp
15.11 Shopping w/ my parents believe it or nottt.

16.11 2012 w/ My+ Nicole + Michelle
17.11 Nails + Hair + Make-up + Prom
18.11 Post prom: Coffee Club + Paranormal Activity midnight + card games till dawn
19.11 Melissa
20.11 Junel +Kent
21.11 Class gathering
22.11 Family dinner

My prettayyeee friends!!! So happy to see them. ;)

2009-11-19T22:44:00.002+08:00

Boredom is such a terrible feeling. I can't decide which is worse- stress VS no sense of purpose in life. Man, I'm one contradicting soul.

1. When you've caught every watchable movie on air.
2. When your pocket does not allow you to go shopping everyday.
3. When there's actually nothing that you really want to buy anymore.
4. When you're stuck in a little red dot.
5. When you don't feel like committing yourself to any long running drama series/ series that you've lost touch for long.
6. When you're not into the online gaming addiction.

Life sucksssss I tell ya. Man, I hope to get out of town asap!!! But my travel plans are still not confirm yet, this is frustrating. :(

And i need a jobbbbb.

2009-11-16T00:44:00.002+08:00

Because waiting for you is like waiting for rain in this drought. Useless, and disappointing. No i'm not reenacting a chick flick line, it's true.

2009-11-15T04:09:00.002+08:00

I'm so worn out and lazy to type anything more than this...

1. I love Adam Lambert even though his new hit single is kinda disappointing. I realised I'm very much a #2 person, I don't like winners. From Massa to Vettel to this.

2. Zara bleeds my allowance.

2009-11-11T23:28:00.002+08:00

I've been living life savouring my new found freedom even though the exams have yet to end. 1 last paper but I don't think I'll be as relieved as i thought i would be @ 9am this Fri. That feeling of liberation had came to me long ago since we were done with Geog last Wed. And I don't think I can be any more relieved than I am now. ;)

Caught my sis's keeper on Fri w/ siya. Cried like maddd but the movie failed to leave an impact on me. In fact i think the whole theatre came out w/ swollen bloodshot eyes exp for my dear friend. HAHAHA!!! ;) Strong people don't cry. Is that true, but no I'm not weak. Ok maybe. Anyway, ate and talked a lot, it was awesome.

Family dinner during the weekend as usual, but cousins were not around so that cut half the fun. :(

Today, we had this totally random badminton session for 3 hours after school. I never knew badminton could be this fun haaha. But I still think racket games are not really my cup of tea. Come to think of it, I kinda miss netball and it's frustrating because i don't knw where has the ball gone to. :S And my mom insists i continue w/ the piano during the holidays. Sigh, I'm lacking of an artistic flair.

And i realised i actually love my parents a lot even though they can be very !#$^%#$@# at times. YAYE, i'm happy.

2009-11-08T23:49:00.001+08:00

I take back what I've said. I was selfish on my part too.

Defying Gravity

2009-11-07T14:32:00.004+08:00

This is the exact same venue we caught the musical!!! It was superbly awesome even though I was terribly sleepy and not in the mood for a musical that night. I blew up my chance and I wanna catch it again! I think they're performing in Sydney now.

Ah sucks I want to watch it so badly now. :(

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3g4ekwTd6Ig

2009-10-30T23:47:00.002+08:00

Happy 16th my dearest sbf. ;)

Heard Only One (Yellowcard) playing on 987 and suddenly i feel so old. This song brings back a lot from the past i guess. Oh well we should be looking forward now. ;)

2009-10-28T02:56:00.004+08:00

Faraday's law of electromagnetic induction states that the magnitude of the induced current is proportional to the rate at which the magnetic flux are cut.

Lenz's law states that the induced current is always in a direction to oppose the change producing it.

An electromotive force (emf) is induced whenever there is a changing magnetic flux in a circuit.

Omgf, I love Patrick Jane!!!! If it has anything to do with the above. Simon Baker is indeed charming.

Straight through my heart,

2009-10-25T17:17:00.002+08:00

that's where you got me. Tomorrow will be the start of a long-awaited battle. Freedom will come at exactly 9am on 13Nov. Let's hope this will all end in joy.

2009-10-19T23:22:00.002+08:00

HEHEHE. Have been gg almost everywhere to study for the past week. Feeling v. v. unproductive, but it's okay, at least I'm doing something. ;) And i love my awesome company like Esme/Alee/Cleo. ;)

F1@Interlagos was a blast!!!!

Kimi was on fire. OMGF!!!
Sutil and Trulli looked like they were on the verge of punching each other. AHHH.
Vettel moved from 15th to 4th!!! 11 positions, no kid.
Massa looked damn cute waving waving waving the chequered flag. I was hyperventilating. It compensated the fact that he was not racing his home race I guess.
Kobayashi is my new hero!!! Awesome drive on his debut.
Barrichello is my 2009 CHAMPION!!! Even though i'm a Vettel fan, I felt he deserves the champion more than anyone else. And his son is such a sweetiepie!!! (L)

All right all in all, the Brazil's race is always the best one on the calender, but ironically, always the most depressing one.

2009-10-14T21:10:00.001+08:00

I hope this month will fly by, as quickly as a missile.

4 years in Crescent

2009-10-08T01:02:00.003+08:00

Honestly, other than learning how to cope with a stressful life, it's still that. It's such a pity to say I haven't taken away much or maybe I just haven't realised. At many times, I thought I'd rather be in a normal school (not that Crescent is an elite). But then again, problems will come chasing after you no matter where you're. Life's like that.

I wish I've gotten to know more people. There are so many familiar faces around, but we're still not any closer than what we were 4 years ago. But to the people I know, I only have to say everything has been worthwhile. Ups and downs, fights and make-ups. People are usually better than you think they are when you know them, I realised. ;)

The best thing about coming to Crescent is meeting people that you will not get to see anywhere else and befriending people that you'll never have as friends if you went somewhere else.

Technically, it's 1 day to graduation and I already know who I'm gg to miss!!! ~~~

P.S. I hate good-byes once again.

2009-10-05T22:53:00.004+08:00

I got my dress settled yesterday finally. The fried chicken @ Waffle Town is hell of a good. You wouldn't ever step into KFC again after you've tried it.

Swensens with my aunts + cousins today after school. "Togetherness"!!! I can't wait to go on a trip together, like ALL of us. It spells fun fun fun and fun. ~~~ The last trip we went all tgt was like Melbourne or Hk which was eons ago. Honestly, I don't care if we're only gg to somewhere nearby. Australia (all of us) will be anytime > Switzerland (4 of us)

!!!

2009-10-04T01:33:00.004+08:00

VETTEL ON POLE @ SUZUKA!!!

3 red flags + 1 yellow flag for today's qualifying. How dramatic! ;)

Then, the tailor called, to my dismay. I'm not gg to wear my design anymore. I'm not gg to wear my design anymore. I'm not going to wear my design anymore. So i'm left with 3 weeks to hunt down something desirable. I'm furious, disappointed and frustrated, but I'll keep the F word. ~~~

Btw, I love mooncakes. They make me happy!!!

Directions

2009-10-03T01:30:00.004+08:00

I'm super worn out but still logged on to say my piece. Today's an awesomexzxzxz day I say. Awesomexzxzxz. I have directions now. YAYE!!! Not going to be easy for sure, but I'll try.

Stayed with Cleo @ SMU the entire night. Dinner + Chocolate Latte that tasted like milo w/ 10 tablespoons of sugar + 1 tub of B&J's with courtesy of some kind souls. Glutton!!!

People are fascinating, even though at times disappointing. I think I wanna pursue psychology. And I'm determined to do costume jewellery after O's. Both designing and manufacturing. Ha, my 12-year-old cousin is gg to show me the ropes. It'll be fun I bet. Wow. ;) ;)

P.S. I wanna show you my star tattoo. Maybe tomorrow.

Seeking refuge

2009-10-01T18:22:00.005+08:00

Staying home just one day makes me energised and happy. (!!) How I would love to escape from the world that is spinning so quickly. I've figured that at this crucial point of time, I'm going to take things my way and be in control of my own life. If slow is what I do best, then slow it shall be. It's suffocating trying to catch up with the pace of everybody else. It's my own marathon and my aim is just to finish earlier than the old me.

Times like this I feel like retreating into a world of my own is the best choice. Oh, do I remind you of Laura Wingfield?? Haha, but yes it's important to still keep the world in my view as Cleo said. ;)

I feel awesome.

P.S. To people who screw up their life: For the love of god, fix it because you're just shortchanging yourself. We ain't gossip-girl characters in reality my dear.

2009-09-30T23:56:00.003+08:00

I can't decide if I like Raikkonen or Alonso more. They're both within my top 4 and it's hard seeing anyone of them leave. Alonso belongs to Renault and Raikkonen to Ferrari. I thought that wasn't gg to change. Never must Kimi go to Mclaren. I don't want to support the enemy. :( Ferrari has made a cruel decision I reckon.

Then again, there's good news today:
http://www.formula1.com/news/headlines/2009/9/10011.html

I will miss the Massa and Raikkonen team. Alot.

2009-09-28T23:34:00.002+08:00

I feel so empty now. Having some kind of jetlag feeling. Part of me is still stuck in the weekend. The contrast between Heaven and Hell.

Looking beyond the imperfections is what I'm trying to do now. I need to fix my life and start working hard, as hard as how Vettel is fighting for the title now even chances are really slim. 28 days left, I just realised. It's scary. Then again, I can't wait for it to be over. HCIS gives this sense of security like even if you screw up and everything, you can still choose to take the IB programme.

V for Vettel

2009-09-28T02:15:00.001+08:00

This weekend...

I could ALMOST say I witness Vettel clinching a pole live. But L for Lewis, Loser just ruined it.
I wish Massa was here. Badly.
I saw the worst in Angmohs/Europeans. They're worse than China men.
But we met some nice kind ones too.
I love the sound of the cars. 10x louder than rock concerts
I'm still very very proud of Vettel!!! (L)
+ Alonso for making it onto the podium
+ Raikkonen
I'm drinking coffee to keep awake now and try to finish as much work as I can that's due tomorrow. I hate caffeine, bad for health.
F1's over, time to return to reality. I wish I've a one-way ticket to Japan right now.

2009-09-25T20:49:00.005+08:00

I can't believe I missed Vettel yesterday!!! He was shopping @ Marina Sq, to think we didn't think of that!!! He even obliged to everyone's requests for autographs and pictures. Alonso, Kubica, Fisichella etc also visited Puma. WTF. Regret/ Heartache eating me whole now. At least we caught Raikkonen I guess. He walked past right in front of our faces!!! (Picture above copyrighted by us! ;) ) No doubt he's a suave, brilliant driver, but he's got quite an attitude problem. Aloof as you call it. Flip-flops, bermudas and cool tattoo, wow. Maybe that's why we love him so much.

P.S/ I'm gg to pre-order 2010's tickets now or first thing when they're out. Massa + Vettel: Not to be missed, never.

Below: Career Day '09

2009-09-22T23:05:00.002+08:00

I feel horrible.

2009-09-21T00:54:00.003+08:00

This weekend is just play, play and play. Yaye, the high life. Island Creamery again today!!! Love love love. But the stupid carpark fees amounted to about $8. WTF.

P.S. Please contact me if you've F1 tickets for sale. Thanks.

O-M-G. If I see VETTEL LIVE, I'm going to MELT.
I realised the drivers do actually travel by commercial flights, even if they own private jets. Wow.

2009-09-19T03:45:00.002+08:00

I hope Vettel wins the Singapore Grand Prix. He'll be this year's world champion. And I hope Massa will be the next.

The Ugly Truth

2009-09-19T01:30:00.004+08:00

"I called you 5 million times. And you're only picking up now!"
"What time is it?"
"2PM buddy"

Wanna say sorry to my 3 dear friends. Supposed to meet Jovi @ 9 and Siya/SarahP @ 1. I've nobody at home, windows closed, phone charging outside, nothing at all to wake me up. And you know the rest of it. Okay that was so so bad of me!!!

But I'm glad we had a great time still. Oh my magnanimous friends, who somehow refused to disclose their matters of the heart. (**) And Ugly Truth is such a brainless, sicko show. But i've to admit Eric Winter (the doctor) is kinda hot. ;)

Dinner at my grand's today. It has been a month since I went over :( Btw, my granddad likes Moses Chan too, oh awesomexzxzxz! I love Moses Chan!!! He's on Moonlight Resonance and Ultimate Crime Fighter, I watch him every night. Yaye!!! He never fails to crack me up.

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I used to think our differences will not set us apart. But I guess it is really hard without something in common, or maybe what we have isn't true. "Change is the only constant", my fav quote has just proved itself right. I want to do something but it always seem like it's not enough.

Only time will tell.

Reversal of Fortune GGS03

2009-09-17T18:20:00.008+08:00

Watch This Fall.

Chuck & Blair reigns!!!

P.S. And actually I'm hoping to see Nate & Serena get together. Awesomexzxzxzxz.

Lucky Charm

2009-09-15T01:21:00.005+08:00

My lucky charm, it worked today!!! Or sort of.

I'm gg to hunt for this: Ferrari F2008 Massa's diecast car model. I found this BMW Sauber Nick Heidfeld's one today and it was so prettaye!!! I need to find Massa's and Vettel's one now. I'll have them sitting on my shelf. ;);)

2009-09-13T02:15:00.006+08:00

24-hrs McCafe proves to be an excellent location for me to catch up on my work. It is peaceful in the night and it cuts me off from all the distractions I face at home. And my good company>> Yve.

Raceday tomorrow. I hope Vettel can revive his glory, even if not victory @ Monza. Monza is special!! Because his 2008 win made him the youngest ever winner. And so is Monza Ferrari's home circuit. We'll see. ;););)

P.S. I love the song When the wind blows so much so much!!! Oh man, it took me so long to realise it's that good. But I swear Tyson Ritter is 2134256432x better Live.

2009-09-11T02:07:00.002+08:00

Everyone feels like strangers around, talking in a language I don't get, becoming characters I can't understand. Everybody just feels so distant.

I'm tired/afraid/confused.

But reading Button and Vettel's twitter is kinda hilarious.

From @The_Real_Jb
@real_vettel How do i know it's really u?! TA!
@real_vetel What's the name of your trainer?!
@real_vettel Remember what you said to me on the drivers parade in Hungary? TA!
@real_vettel You know your shit!! How you doing man? Wishing you had Kers for Monza!?

And no, @sebas_vettel is the real one, I think. Cause I'm following him. ;)

2009-09-10T03:14:00.003+08:00

Call it a political stunt/typical lecture wtv but I do think he sounded genuinely concerned and sincere.

2009-09-08T20:09:00.005+08:00

Today, my brother turns 14!!! We celebrated for him on Sat & Sun. Nevertheless, we still went out for dimsum lunch today and had our fill! Awesomexzxzxz. Sometimes, I feel we live to eat and grow fat.

P.S. Ho sin turns 16 today! Happy Birthday too! ;)

P.P.S. Sign it if you want it: http://301.to/8dl
P.P.P.S Run this town is addictive. It's Rihanna oh well.

READ THIS:
http://www.formula1.com/news/headlines/2009/9/9879.html

"If I don't drive then I am not the same person."

“Ever since I was a small boy this is my life. This is what I like to do. So I really hope, and expect, nothing will change inside of me when I go back into the car and start pushing myself to the maximum again."

I'm so proud, so proud and happy. The feeling is indescribable. Just want to say:

FELIPE MASSA FOREVER!!! ;)

Next Time

2009-09-06T23:43:00.009+08:00

Why aren't you proud of me? But you're not gg to bring me down because I'm gg to try harder than i intend. Reason: You not believing in me.

It's these few days that I realized I am better than I was in the past. Because I finally understood how we can't change things, but we can change the way we look at it and deal with.

I messed up prelims and I mean it. But it's when you're at rock bottom, the only way to go is UP!

Caught up with Nicole on Friday. We had Sashimi @ Shokudo and talked about "next time".

Next time, I'm gg to reside at the Peak and maybe even become Jackie Chan's neighbour. My house (fully designed by me) will be at a prime location that offers the best view of Hk's skyline. I'll go shopping @ H&M (not forgetting to buy Hello Kitty socks for Chyihui), have dim sum and visit the Victoria Harbour everyday. Plus my canto ho ah: I can watch HK serials w/o Eng subtitles yo! ;)

Night View

Or

I'm gg to settle in Japan in a small town away from the city. My little house will overlook Mt. Fuji and I'll catch fresh salmon from the river everyday. During the Hanami season, I'll enjoy the pretty cherry blossom trees and during winter, I'll visit the hot springs at the countryside! Picture hot bowl of udon + sashimi feast (lobster, sashimi, maguro etc) + freshly-fried tempura + sizzling kobe beef on the table when it's snowing outside. And when country life gets too mundane, I will take the bullet train down to Shinjuku or make an ambitious attempt to scale Mt. Fuji. HAHA! Is this heaven or heaven? ;)

Nicole and MY rather Beverly Hills. You can find them @ 90210 haha! Much as I love the States and European countries like Spain(!!!), I hate the way they look at us- highly discriminating.

All right this is such a dreamy a.k.a. Sarah Phang-like post, but hopefully what's on here will be feasible. ;)

2009-09-02T22:30:00.002+08:00

Stress is so overwhelming. I can't breathe. Last-minute studying is very bad for health.

Rich Son, Poor Son

2009-09-02T18:01:00.002+08:00

S.V.

2009-08-31T01:03:00.005+08:00

Flooded twitter with thechai and cxseow.
While others may be celebrating Ferrari's first win of the season or Force India's maiden podium, I was contented seeing Vettel on the podium. And I saw the "We miss you, Felipe Massa" board during ystd's qualifying. That was so sweet!!! Oh man, I miss him too.

How can you ever understand the joy of watching F1? It is fulfilling.

2009-08-26T17:49:00.001+08:00

"I know what you mean but you can't use Torres because the UK markers are going to laugh when they read this. Use Fandi Ahmad?"

My English teacher told me this today 'bt the sensitivity of the name "Torres" when associated with football. She's a Liverpool fan.

P.S. Blogger is screwed no matter which server i use. It's annoying.

GLEE

2009-08-24T22:17:00.004+08:00

A get-high/gay/scream-out-loud day definitely.

I love Jovi+Kamal+Cheryl+ Tracy + Abby+ Tan+ Falee!!!

"Because waiting for you is like waiting for rain in this drought. Useless and disappointing."

AHAHAHAHAHAHHAA. Okay i still can't stop laughing. But it is not supposed to be funny.

Kh and I did A-Math @ Macs after school. I'm proud to say it was productive even though we spent quite some time fleeing from a tiny cockroach, building our defense against it and warning innocent parties not to go near the "danger" area. Hahaha it was a comical scene to the rest I swear.

Oh man I love you Kh and my Himalayan Tea Latte!!!! ;););)

P.S. Javier was such a sweet boy yesterday!!!! He peeled grapes for me. He peeled grapes for me. He peeled grapes for me. Oh man, I melted.

2009-08-23T02:58:00.001+08:00

Jessica Loves Island Creamery!!! ;););)

And my family of coz. Thanks for making my weekend.

P.S. It's Javier's birthday tomorrow! Omg so exciteddd.

I (L) 4G3

2009-08-21T19:23:00.007+08:00

Very emotional today. Felt v. mad with myself.

I really don't want the class to get into any more trouble, not when all the teachers are already looking down on us. Because we're much > what they think we are. And Mrs.Chia has been so nice to us lately, not that she was not in the past, just not all the time. I really love 4G3!!!

Plus it was my fault, not theirs at all. They shouldn't be paying for it. And luckily, they didn't.

Well at least next week will be better because this week has been pretty much bad all the way. Thank you Esme and everybody else though, you all made it much better. And also the administrator person for our oral. She offered me her jacket and she was left freezing with 10 min with her sleeveless top during our prep time. I was so touched.

Idk why but I miss Sbf and Kh suddenly. Haha, at least they can always make me laugh with their "who is more childish?" competition and their lame shit jokes. (Awww you must be so touched to see this. )

The Story of An Hour

2009-08-18T22:23:00.003+08:00

I've a fucking bad migraine.

And I'm trying to write 2 essays about this lunatic woman who was so disappointed that her husband didn't die that she had a heart attack. And died.

What a highly dramatic plot, is all I got to say.

Life is AWESOME.

2009-08-13T18:10:00.015+08:00

With a captial A. Partly because I'm 16 and legal now! But from now on, there'll be no thrill cheating the ticketing auntie at GV/Cathay. :(

When the sun and moon took turns to watch over the world (I find this phrase damn hilarious and dramatic), so much have happened!!! All photos are up on FB so I'll only post some favourites up here. ;)

National Day Celebration @ CGS.

I have always loved ND celebrations because the singing of ND songs make you feel so warm and fuzzy inside. Hahaha! ;)

Oh I (L) you Alee even though we support different clubs. ;)

Haha don't you reckon we look like professional cheerleaders?

I still think our photo is the prettiest even though we didn't win!!! Thanks to Cleo, the awesome photographer! ;);)

W/ Cx, Chyihui, TW, Naz and Sherm
The ratings were quite bad I heard, but I thought it was rather good on the whole even though I'm not quite a Sci-Fic person. Good action but too much I reckon. There were things blowing up for most of the movie. Still, it was rather exciting! And Lee Byung-Hun looks as good as I remember him from 'bt 6 yrs ago when I was in Korea, watching All-In. Hahaha! And of course, Sienna Miller! ;)

0808

Esme brought a cake to my house early in the morning when I was still in bed. So sweet righttt! And then we had japanese fare and called a whole spread of sushi. ( I feel like migrating to Japan and gorged on all the sashimi for life!!!) Caught Public Enemies (my first LEGAL NC16) >> Depp Depp Depp!!!!

The best-looking Dillinger ever!!! And of course Christian Bale, our dear Batman. The film wasn't as good as I expected it to be, but I still cried at the end. :(

Dinner w/ family at some chinese restaurant. And then we went up to the roof of the Esplanade to cut the cake. Hahaha, yeah it very romantic even though we had to make do with the melted oreo cheese cake. ;););) The only thing missing was a Lana cake!! We didn't order it in time so got awfully chocolate instead which kinda tasted like Lana, but it wasn't Lana. The cheese cake was good, but it wasn't Lana too. I think it's a psychological thing.

But I'm still very very very happy!!! Thank you so much! It might not sound very sincere on cyber space, but I really appreciate every thing that you all have done for me, thank you thank you thank you. It really wouldn't have been perfect with one less wish.

2009-07-29T18:46:00.001+08:00

LOVE

ALL MY FRIENDS

SO VERY MUCH!!!

;)

I cannot imagine life w/o you guys.

But I'm sure it would have been hell.

2009-07-28T17:22:00.003+08:00

To you who think that I have lost the ability to think straight.

For sure, he does not deserve this. He does not for a thousand times and over. He paid the consequence of the negligence of somebody else. Yes, nobody wanted this, but who dare to say all of this would still have happened if they were careful enough? It was an accident that could have been prevented.

I wish I was more of a forgiving person. But to the obvious murderer, I can't help from feeling vengeful. I'm not a saint.

You might think that it's incomprehensible and exaggerating to be so affected by someone not in your life but only appears on TV. But he's not just someone or anyone to me. He means a whole lot more. It might seemed like an easy thing for you, seeing one less driver on track. But it is not for me and it will never be because I might never get to see him on track again. Don't tell me of all the postive reports, much as I would like to believe in them, we all know deep inside how hard it would be to get him racing again. And trust my wishful thinking that he will be back @ Valencia next month.

And I really appreciate all of you who are so considerate and sensitive even though I know you all don't understand this, I really do. I'm very lucky to have all of you. And today I was selfish to have pour out all my negative feelings and spoil the day. I will be fine tomorrow. :):):)

Forza Felipe, Siamo Con Te.

2009-07-28T00:12:00.002+08:00

Forza Felipe, Siamo Con Te.

Please genuinely pray for Massa if you see this. He has to pull through. He is the only champion I see and if he's not racing anymore, F1 will be pointless.

I swear Rubens Barrichello and Brawn GP is going to pay dearly!!!!!!!!!!!! They're such bastards and beasts that no word in the dictionary can speak better of them.

http://www.cbssports.com/autoracing/story/11990980

You'll never walk alone.

2009-07-27T01:03:00.004+08:00

Oh man, I love crabs and any edible crustaceans!!!

Missed Sat's qualifying because I was out having dinner @ East Coast. And CX texted that Massa sustained concussion and a fractured skull from a crash. Seriously, what could have been worse? F U BRAWN!!! You guys are so awesome you have objects flying out of your cars.

Horrible weekend for F1, or at least for Massa, Vettel and Alonso. Hopefully, Massa can race again in Europe if not it will be pointless to watch.

And yes KOP in SG. FERNANDO TORRES forever!!!!!
I've Arsenal jersey in my closet so he's the only reason why I'm watching. He's going to challenge Ronaldo in the upcoming premier league. :):):)

I should be asleep now.

When the wind blows...

2009-07-24T23:58:00.002+08:00

Rainy days make me moody, depressed and anti-social. Thanks for trying to cheer me up guys. Sorry if I didn't quite answer your concerns. Because nothing is wrong, I mean nothing really happened. I don't know how to put it in words, but everything just feels bad.

Realised a couple of things. Two-faced hypocrites, aren't they horrid? And sadly, the world is full of such people. Maybe I'm one too at some point. I don't know, but I'm taken aback at how cruel people can be. Apparently. Fortunately, have not expreienced it, but witnessing it has quite big of an impact anyway. How do you tell if people are true? That's just proved to be the hardest.

Ahhh pardon me, I'm just so sick and tired of everything, bewildered by life.

Anyway, this week in a nutshell:
1. Racial Harmony Day Celebration (Da Bomb!!! Pictures below, the rest are up on FB.)
2. Harry Potter w/ SW (I'm know I'm a week late.)
3. Hanging out @ O'Briens4. CleoPoh's Sweet 16th!!! (24/07)

Esme, Falee and Christina look damn cute!!!

Aren't their costumes just prettyae??? :):):)

The effect on film is awesome!!!

I shall continue digging out old dvds to watch. Nights.

2009-07-22T22:42:00.005+08:00

Just reached home after catching HP to find 5 messages in my inbox about all the geog stuff due tomorrow. And there's a nat veg test.

Wtf. I'm gg to bed.

2009-07-20T23:47:00.007+08:00

P.S. It has been so long, I miss Chuck & Blair!!! Right Geetha????

Sat
Went to the tailor's with Serena + Family dinner.
You know, Holland Village is a lovely place, but the people there just ain't that lovely.

Filthy rich, that's what you are. But you'll never know how that LV bag and those big studded diamond rings look so cheap on you.

Sun
Parents were annoyed because both my brother and i refused to go out for dinner. We stayed home to watch Goblet of Fire for 4 hrs. It's a good thing, watching it on TV because watching it on DVD means massive fast-forward. And I still can't get over why Cedric died every time I watch it. Hahaha they say it's because RP has to take on his role in Twilight. Wth time difference???

Mon
Out with my aunts and cousin after school for lunch. My cousin joked and we laughed a lot basically. And I swear Mango Sago w/ Pamaelo + Ice Cream is the most heavenly yet inexpensive dessert on Mother Earth. Like which genius created that?? I'll kowtow to you.

Came home and talked on the phone w/ Nicole and Lisa for long. :):):)

My life has been so awesome recently, it couldn't have been better.

It's Racial Harmony Day tomorrow and it just spells fun even though we'll be lugging around with heavy costumes. HAHAHAHA!!!

MJ

2009-07-17T02:31:00.004+08:00

COOL. AWESOME. SPLENDID. WTV.

Pictures from themaltesemuse@bs

Typical Getting-Back-Results Day

2009-07-14T01:04:00.002+08:00

Can't get any worse of course.

The only thing I'm proud of is my 20/25 for WR. I least expected it because I gave up Lit for Chem. This year has proved to be the great depression for my lit grades and finally I'm seeing light at the end of the dark tunnel. But then again, what's the use when Paper 2 is so badly done. Ahh, I miss MdmKala.

Chem and A-Math failed me the most. For the mere last 2 days I spent studying for Chem, I guess I'm already getting the best I can get out of it even though the grade looks rather horribly disgusting. But A-Maths was certainly disappointing, I have never worked harder for any other subjects.

No matter what, I'm glad I've long gotten over being negative over results and stuff. And I realised that I do not belong to the "intelligent" group because I've known of many who can still do well without putting in half the effort and many who might not be doing well simply because they didn't put in any effort. But we can't choose who we are right? I mean that's the cruel truth, but there's nothing to be upset about. So working hard is the best and only way out.

Thanks * for making me realise that and keeping me motivated. :):):)

Nurburgring

2009-07-12T22:40:00.006+08:00

The greatest joy of being a Formula One fan is watching 2 of your favourite drivers on the podium. Nothing beats that.

Sebastian Vettel 2nd

Felipe Massa 3rd

The only regret was that Vettel failed to claim victory for his home race. A 1-2 (Vettel-Massa) would have been the best I could ever have asked for. But I'm contented, this is the best race so far and it seems as if everything race is getting better.

Btw, the commentator was really comical today.

Webber, who has been so used to being the bridesmaid for 8 years, finally became the bride today!!! HAHAHAH. Reminds you of 27 dresses, no?

P.S. And Alonso is staying in Renault!!! Hip Hip Hooray!!! It's perfect for everybody.

Saturated w/ Happiness.

2009-07-10T22:08:00.007+08:00

Perfect week comes with perfect meals with the perfect people.

Wed-
Met my aunts and cousins for lunch at HK Cafe. The food was horrible somehow. But I laughed so hard that I banged the table and my stomach hurt like crap. Omg the scene was horrible. My cousin is really the #1 joker.

Thurs- Kh!!

Fri-
Lessons ended at 12.30pm so we took off straight after the bell rang.
Most embarrassing thing:
6 of us had 9 plates of sushi and left the restaurant.
Biggest achievement:
Making CX and SP's facebook password known to the whole world.
HAHAHAHA!
Met Alex, talked, walked around and it was great.

I realised many read this space w/o commenting. Aww, I still love you guys!!! :) :) :)
And Yingying, because we both love the same people. Ha, great minds think alike.

P.S. I can't wait for the Germany race this weekend! Vettel needs and must win!!!

I miss my cousin and I'm gg to meet her tomorrow. :):):)

Yaye, everything has been so perfect.

It's goodbye forever now, MJ.

2009-07-08T17:43:00.002+08:00

You influenced me from long, long ago, when I was barely a kid. But I never knew about your impact. I wish I had realised you earlier, way earlier than now. I wish I was not too eager about growing up and chasing the billboard charts. I wish that your death was not the cause of the world digging out your old records today. But the cruel truth stands unmistakably in front of our faces.

I cried while watching the memorial, only because of what his daugher said. Yes, Brooke Shields and many others were touching in their speech but where were they during his scandal days? Nobody, could have been more true to him than his own children. He raised them with all his love and everything he had. Even if you don't acknowledge his music, you cannot deny that he was a great father.

Got Essential MJ today and I'm gg to listen to it over and over again.

Day 01

2009-07-08T00:02:00.002+08:00

It feels as if school just started today. It's weird but I kinda miss school, I mean everybody at school! It's awesome to be back. And Mr Loh's back too!!! He's the best Math teacher ever.

I feel very empty on weekends w/o F1. I miss watching Massa and Vettel on the circuit and screaming for them. It has been long. But not to worry, the next race will be held this weekend- Nurburgring, Germany. One of my most anticipated races of the year other than Sg and Brazil because it's Vettel's home race!!! I hope he can claim victory for this race because that would be the best 22nd birthday present for him. (He celebrated his 22nd on 0307) :) :) :)

Swensens has hit its worst. Never mind about the 1hr waiting + queueing time, the food was horriblexz. Only the apple crumble and fries were of their usual standard. Awww why??? :(

P.S. I don't wish to comment on oral.

Top 10 Fav On-Screen Females

2009-07-06T02:58:00.002+08:00

/Edited

From Abigail, view her list @ bellsofdecember.livejournal.com/51895.html#cutid1.

:):):) It took me long to come up with my top 10. And whatever I describe them here with my limited vocabulary will not justify their beauty and amazing character in real.

#10 Freida Pinto
(Slumdog Millionaire)

An exotic beauty, definitely.

#9-Katy Perry

She looks like a live Barbie doll, don't you reckon? Other than her catchy tunes, I like her quirky fashion sense. She don't define herself as any one kind, which I think is what fashion is all about.

#8 김소은 Kim So Eun
(BOF)

She is the only Korean actress I know of that has not gone under the knife, not that i know of many, but still.. Yes, she does not have the perfect features or the drop-dead gorgeous kind of look, but I think being natural and being proud of who you really are is the prettiest you can and will ever be.

#7 Hayden Panettiere
(Heroes)

I'm not a fan of Heroes but she caught my eye on the cover of an old T.V issue. All-American Beauty, she really deserves that title. Everything about her is just like the sun, you just feel so happy and warm looking at her. :)

#6- Linda Chung
(Heart of Greed, A Journey Called Life etc)

Your perfect Girl-Next-Door. I don't take a fancy on girly girls so Kim So Eun and Linda Chung are probably exceptions. Because they're natural, they always look good with or without make-up, like as if beauty is inside them.

# 5- Charmaine Sheh
(Forensic Heroes 2, The Drive Of Life etc)

I love her in Forensic Heroes 2!!! I chose her over Linda Chung because of that role. Furthermore, she's an amazing actress, she'll never let you feel the same about the characters played be her, all they have in common is the same face.

#4 Ali Michael

She has walked so many shows for the biggest brands in the industry. Yes, she might not be your Kate Moss or wtv but she's my fav. Because she's the only model that will tell you, if modeling means you have to need to be a bag of bones, she'd rather quit. She loves modeling, but she cherishes her life even more. I think that's very respectable and smart of her, some of those top models just don't seemed to be realising that. Size to define beauty has been deemed wrong since long ago, but they are the ones fueling this wrong perception, allowing it to continue haunting the industry.

#3 Emma Charlotte Watson
(Harry Potter)

2 things I like about her: Her character and Hermione Granger
So what if she has shot to fame?? She leads her life like anyone of us. No drugs, no messed up social life, no airs, nothing.
Brains, character, attitude, looks, she has them all. :):):)

#2 Keira Christina Knightley
(Pirates of the Caribbean/ Pride and Prejudice etc.)

She's my fav Chanel girl!!!! She's just one word: Perfect.

#1 Anne Jacqueline Hathaway
(Princess Diaries, Devil Wears Prada, Get Smart etc)

I had the hardest time choosing my top 3. Finally, I decided on A.H simply because she is not perfect. Girl-next-door, Elegant/Classy, Mysterious/Cool, you can classify her under all of them. She may not be the prettiest star out there, but she's undefinable and both "girl" and "guy" pretty. And maybe because she's not perfect, she looks way more approachable, as if like someone close to the heart.

2009-07-04T06:48:00.011+08:00

I stayed up all night. The sky is bright again now! But it's not yet sun rise yet, I shall wait to catch it. I love sunrise!!! :):):)

Edited/

Thanks SW for accompanying me the entire night. Too bad tickets for Transformers were sold-out. Still have yet to catch it, arghhh. Nevertheless, shopping + dinner was just awesome. It has been very long since we talked about anything and everything under the sun.

P.S/ 5-inches platform heels are to kill seriously!!!! We saw a pair that we both love very much today!!!! Omg I swear I'm gg to get a pair and master the art of walking in them.

Here's another pretty one:

On Strange Days

2009-07-03T01:33:00.004+08:00

Yes, MYEs are over.

But I'm not feeling as relieved as I thought I would be or should be. I didn't work hard, or as hard for this exam so maybe that's the reason why. Whatever it is, I'm glad it's over, though the worst has yet to come.

Aston's+Bowling+Shopping w/ Nicole and MY. Bad day for bowling, I held very lousy scores.
Sg's entertainment is really limited. Wait till Universal Studios, the entire Sg will flock there.

Weien is pulling me into NYC Prep => Real-live Chuck Bass/ Serena Van Der Woodsen? No, never, I rather that one played by Ed.

Geee, I won't be around in school tomorrow. I should ought to get a swim, it has sure been long. In any case, that is anytime better than 3 hrs of motivational talk. :)

Ha Jae Kyung + Goo Jun Pyo!!! No, sorry I don't like Jandi.

Stop Existing and Start Living

2009-07-01T18:00:00.010+08:00

A-Math was horrible!!!!

Oh rather, I'm the horrible one, maybe my mom's right, I'm obtuse. She had a hard time explaining Physics to me yesterday and both of us were really losing patience with every minute. Maybe that's why they never have too high of an expectation of me.

Freedom, I always have too much of it. I can daringly return home at 2am, with everybody sleeping soundly, what's there to fear? I can get out of the hotel at 6am in a foreign country and roam the streets alone, they wouldn't care. Actually, they would, if i miss the flight home.

Long long time ago, when everybody was worried that they would get canned or something for getting like 5/10 for spelling, I never had to. When everybody was crying because they were so fearful of their punishments, I was crying because I couldn't prove that I could do it. At times, I felt so odd that I even lied about how scared I was getting punishments similar to theirs. How pathetic right. I hate it when people envy me about how my parents wouldn't do anything to me. Because whether I do well or not, nothing changes. Punishments/rewards you get them all, I don't neither.

Yes, they always believe that hitting, scolding won't work and I agree with that. Maybe, I'm just making a mountain out of a molehill. Maybe, that's just bliss.

The reason why I refused tuition and all that, apart from the fact that I hate being in an enclosed room with a stranger who stares at me while I work on assessment books for continuously 2 hours, only occasionally talking if I have a doubt, is that I want to prove that I can do it on my own, that good grades can be achieved based on me, me and me myself, that maybe, I'm worthy of expectations.

Hahaha please don't look at me like I'm a psycho after reading this! I have decided that everything I do now will only be for myself. Since I'm in such an advantage position, without the burden of disappointing anyone, I will only need to be responsible for myself. :) That's great.

And actually, to say that my parents don't care for me, is not fair and will only be seemed sensible maybe ten years ago? Maybe not very much, but they do. Nobody is perfect. And there's some quote saying that if you want to find a perfect person to love, you won't have time to love at all and you'll miss all your loved ones around you.

And so is Michael Jackson. He's the King of Pop, but he's not perfect. For things he might have done, or might not, we wouldn't know. But for all the encouraging and lovely songs from him, are always there for the world to see. They're 100% absolutely true. And someone who can produce such pieces couldn't be that bad. I was never really a big fan of him, but I realised I have been listening to his songs since I was really really young. When I heard it on 987 this morning, the lyrics and everything just came so naturally like as if I have heard it a million times. It just felt so familiar even after so many donkey years. That's the impact of his music.

We Are The World

2009-06-29T16:27:00.007+08:00

I realised how boring life has been these few weeks. The biggest thing that happened was MJ's passing. I still can't quite believe he's dead now. I mean he was such a phenomenon!!! His moon walk, his dance, his songs everything. My dad's quite a fan of him.

His father, Diana Ross, whoever that might be responsible for him to turn out like that, but afterall the choice was his. No matter what, he left his legacy behind, and that's great! :)

가슴이 어떻게 됐나봐

2009-06-28T19:26:00.001+08:00

Gujunpyo forever!!! Hehe!!! :)

2009-06-26T20:50:00.002+08:00

The reason why we have never said those 3 words to each other is because they ain't true. Unfortunately, it's not because it is heartfelt and that need not be expressed in words. Yes, that's how pathetic it is. The truth kills.

Suddenly, I feel like Tom Wingfield. I want to go to the moon. Maybe not, just anywhere but here right where I am now. I can't wait to get out.
Anything that can blow your candles out.

I love you my friends, and for that, it's absolutely true, w/o a doubt.

2009-06-23T20:48:00.002+08:00

I realised:
Time crawls when you're doing things you abhor.
And you abhor things you suck in/have no idea how to do.

P.S. I love you sbf/esme/lisa!!! :):):)

Soeulmates (L)

2009-06-23T00:55:00.002+08:00

British GP

2009-06-20T21:16:00.004+08:00

This weekend couldn't have been better. Was out to celebrate Father's day so I only managed to catch the last 3 laps of the race!!! Luckily, I had live updates from Huiyan. Anyway, I swear watching Vettel cross that finishing line was better than taking drugs/endorphins wtv. It's like joy/excitement/bliss you can't comprehend.

MASSA + VETTEL

And Massa had such a great race to, he climbed 7 positions up to 4th!!!!!! Just missed the podium by a bit. Awww, I really miss seeing him on the podium, but nevertheless it was such a great achievement. I'm so proud of Massa and Vettel. They're really my best judgement.

:):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):)

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SEBASTIAN VETTEL!!!!!!!! \m/
That was totally a flying lap, nobody could have beaten that. Before the commentator shouted "P1 for Sebastian Vettel!" I already leaped for joy when I saw the red little thing with the digit 1 popping up beside "S Vettel". No way Webber or Barrichello could have snatched that away. If only Massa had gotten into Q3, then everything would have been perfect. But I believe he'll still end up w points tomorrow. :):):)

I might just be right, Button is never going to bring home the title from his home race, so is Hamilton.

2009-06-18T23:34:00.002+08:00

Ahhhh munyeee, I'm super eggcited about our overseas-shopping trip!!! Be it Bangkok/ HK / Shanghai or anywhere. Yes, there are still 5 more freaking months but the excitement is hard to contain.

I know I ought to be hitting the books now. My revision plans has been going no where, no where at all. I've only started on my first subject (Physics) and I'm not even half done with it. Arghh so much to do, so little time left!!! Jessica concentrate!!!

Ok, i'm gg back to my books.

M+J

2009-06-17T01:41:00.006+08:00

I'm really very very very contented today!!! :):):)
Caught Ghosts of Girlfriend Past, not exactly the best movie, the story was moving a little too fast, but it was a good catch. We gorged ourselves with Superdog, Toastbox whatever, shopped our hearts out and took loads of pictures. And I saw Alexander Wang's collection @ Gap!!! Of course, Vena Cava's too. Not a big fan of Khaki, but Alexander Wang!!! I really couldn't bear to go home. This is what everyday of the holidays should be like.

I (L) YOU MELISSA FOO!

2009-06-14T18:05:00.003+08:00

Ancient Chinese playing Western snookers w/ a feather duster + peaches. LOL.

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For the past week, we had holiday lessons in school, for not more than 4 hours a day, and lovely lunch with a few friends after that. It has been a joy, how I wish school will always be at this pace.

Oh yes, I was at my Grand's a few nights before for dinner and we suddenly started this topic about Mao Ze Dong. Apparently, my granny h8s Mao Ze Dong to the core and she was lecturing us on China history. Omg, I laughed till my stomach hurt so bad. (Deng Xiao Ping FTW!!!)

Yesterday, when we were having dinner at Marina Sq, I spotted this ang moh sitting at the next table with a Raikkonen-like tattoo!!! (P.S. CX!!!) He was having xiao long baos too. Actually, the ones at Din Tai Fung are way better, compared to this Imperial Treasure shit. Hahaa, I guess that's the only consolation for having dinner there. And my dad said that my red-ribbon hairband is very childish. :( :(

F1 Update:

I saw this comment on the Ferrari's FB group:
Max Mosley + Bernie Ecclestone = Asshole + Senile Asshole

God damn, I hate those two. So what if they're F1 supremos?! Yes, Ferrari would not have become what it is today w/o F1 but F1 is nothing, i would say NOTHING w/o Ferrari today. I can't comprehend why FIA wants to continue with the dispute. If Ferrari's really gone, it'll be time to mourn over the death of F1 unless they're able to survive with the measly 5% viewers left? Furthermore, we're talking about everyone else except Force-India and Williams now.

Hahaha, I love reading those comments on the 100% Anti-Lewis-Hamilton group too. They're funny, amusing, and unfortunately, true.

FOTA> FIA
F1 fans support FOTA. Do you?

http://www.ipetitions.com/petition/wesupportfota/?e

Summer Parties, Kind Of Wonderful

2009-06-12T02:34:00.004+08:00

Cous's Birthday Dinner, 070809
Lovely japanese cuisine @ Clarke Quay :)

Aunt Sharon's Birthday Celebration, 060809
Alcohol, Buffet, Singing, Arcade, Nonsense.

Chyi Hui's 16th Surprise Party, 050809
Botak Jones, Awfully Chocolate, Bang Bang, Gossip= Surprise!!!

What's Up

2009-06-10T02:14:00.004+08:00

Have been indulging in good deal of reading lately, of all kinds, sadly except for the textbooks. It's a joy to read the old issues of F1 Racing, esp the issues on Massa's Schumacher-like winning streak. Last weekend's Turkish GP was a sure disappointment after the result from qualifying. And Massa: Unbeatable @ Istanbul was proved wrong when Button stole the title for the 4th year. So close to joining the elite group with F1 phenomenons Senna/Schumacher, yet it seems so far away now. Apart from elitism, the Turkey GP was like "home" race. Arghhh, it sucks being played out by fate.

Someone has to steal the title for Silverstone from Button and maybe Hamilton!!! The disappointment of not winning your home race, it sucks more than anything else, you can't make up for that even if you win every other race.

Apart from the usual F1 craze, there's a lot happening recently. Attended 3 birthday parties/dinner over the last weekend and of course, they were delightful. Photos are on FB, I'll update if I've have time, damn lazy to upload on Photobucket.

School tomorrow, will end here.

ESPN

2009-06-06T12:23:00.002+08:00

MASSA FTW @ ISTANBUL TODAY!!! \m/

Have been very into ESPN lately. Yesterday's NBA finals was awesome and this weekend's race/qualifying will be another exciting event.

:):):)

Retail therapy don't work all the time.

2009-06-03T23:57:00.000+08:00

It's true, sometimes, money can't buy happiness.
Define happiness.
Happiness is being free to do what you love with people you love.

When Chinese O'levels was over, I wasn't as relieved I should have been.

Today out w/ Kh and we did all my fav stuff. Lunch at HK Cafe and we combed almost the entire town. Awesome company, good food, v.fruitful trip but I wasn't as excited as I should have been.

Yes, this is a weird phenomenon that has just hit me. The thought of all the homework/past-year papers crap, the approaching myes was just so overwhelming that it killed all the excitement I should get from retail therapy, from spending time w/ people I love. It is really very, very frustrating. Play used to be just pure play but now it's contaminated with such thoughts. I reckon this is really stress at its saturation point.

But this might be a good thing, because joy and happiness can't and shouldn't come from spending money and buying things you want. I realised how shallow I was in the past. I think I've done good reflection today and I'll be a better person and better friend in future. :) I see the motivation coming to me now, somehow, I think I can manage all this crap that we've to go through and still come out alive kicking and even stronger.

Turning in now. Tomorrow will be a better day and thank you Kh for today, it was still fun nevertheless. :)

Sbf/Kh:
I haven't exactly been the bestest friend, but thank you for still being my bestest friends. (L) And yes, Kimbum haha!!! :)

Relief

2009-06-02T01:37:00.006+08:00

Chinese O'Levels has finally gone with the wind!!!
:) :):)
Thanks Sarahp/Turtle/Esme for your photoframe/goodluckcharm/drawing and everybody else who texted to express your best wishes, it really went into my heart. I love you guys. Thanks for all the sweet things that you all have done!!! :)

I guess I'll miss Chinese Intensive after all w/ all that gorging of Honeystars/Jagabee/Prawn Crackers/Pocky/Babystar/wtv everyday, even though 4 hrs of Chinese a day almost killed me.
And I think I'm going to miss school after staying away for a month. Yes, you got this coming from me.

Post-exam celebration: Swensens + Night In the Museum 2

I've already set my eyes on the stuff that I want to get, I can't wait to go shoppingggg! :)

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You never know how much it hurts me to realise how little you knew about me,
or bothered to.
Times changes, people change,
but I guess I can't cope with your change.
Perhaps you were always like that,
you were just acting like yourself.
In any case, I should have known you better.

Inspire

2009-05-29T02:09:00.003+08:00

Every moment last forever.
When you feel you've lost your way.

What if my chances were already gone?
I started believing that I could be wrong.
But you give me one good reason.
To fight and never walk away.

So here I am, still holding on.

With every step, you climb another mountain
Every breath, it's harder to believe
You'll make it through the pain, weather the hurricanes
To get to that one thing

Just when you think the road is going nowhere
Just when you almost gave up on your dreams
They take you by the hand and show you that you can

You can go higher, you can go deeper
There are no boundaries above and beneath you
Break every rule 'cause there's nothing between you
And your dreams

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"It's good that you've hit rock bottom
because you can't go any lower,
up is the only way you can go."

How true.

既来之, 则安之

2009-05-26T20:56:00.002+08:00

Out to kill: 10 Chinese open-ended comprehensions dating back from year 2001 + ALOT of SS corrections by tomorrow morning 0800

Exciting Monaco!!!

2009-05-26T01:22:00.004+08:00

Monaco was so far the most exciting race in this season w the fierce competition between Ferrari and Brawn even though overtaking was almost impossible in its street circuit. Several mistakes along the way causing Ferrari to lose 1st and 2nd but I guess second best is a huge leap to the disastrous start to the season. Massa missed podium by one position!!! So close yet so far away from the champagne, the taste of victory. Nevertheless, he continuously set fastest lap times and he still holds the record for the fatest lap 1:15.154. Very very proud of him and Kimi!!! :)

On the other hand, it was very disappointing for Vettel. And I've to say, Force India, I'm impressed. Hopefully Istanbul will see us through another exciting race w real competition and a change in the race winner. :)

No Boundaries

2009-05-22T02:01:00.003+08:00

The shocking news came in this morning that Kris has been crowned the new champion. Simon's praise jinxed eh. On the other hand, Danny's fan voted for Kris too. Religious issue probably. Nevertheless, we should respect America's choice since it's their very own idol, it's their choice whether they choose to play fair or not. So don't be sad Esme!!! Adam \m/

I would still prefer Cook + Archie. Wasn't paying much attention to this season until the end.

I (L) JASON MRAZ!!!!!! He's the real idol man!!!! :)

P.S. I'm very pissed w my mom. :S

Thanks for making me a fighter.

2009-05-21T02:31:00.005+08:00

1. I'm suffering from an overdose of Chinese.
4 hrs of daily intensive sessions + 14 close passages to be done in one night as homework: Hardly bearable. I seriously could not be bothered after the third one.

2. I've an enormous reptile scaling my wall in front of me now. Ahhhh!!!!!
(Okay, it's a lizard in case you're wondering.)

3. I haven't been shopping for more than a month!!!! What a notable feat. I swear I'm going on a huge shopping spree on 1st June after the big paper and start canceling stuff off my growing list. But first, I've to start saving $$. Being cropped up with school does not mean spending less because I've been splurging on food to reward myself for going through everyday. I'm going broke at this rate.

4. I love GG's finale yesterday!!!! Chuck and Blair, finally!!! The Goodbye, not. Season 3 is going to be exciting. Hahaha Georgina + Blair as roommates spells nothing but trouble.

5. I wanna watch House!!! Maybe during the June holidays.

6. I couldn't much be bothered about American Idol now that the outcome is so obvious.

Something to relieve the tension:

Hahahah the dimsum looks damn cuteee right, but they taste awful.

G3 Classics, Forever On Loop

2009-05-17T01:20:00.006+08:00

808s & Heartbreak

2009-05-15T01:44:00.002+08:00

Kris may be good but Kanye West is irreplaceable!!!

And Katy Perry was awesome. Hahaha Adam must be honoured.

For the days we believe we could fly

2009-05-14T02:25:00.004+08:00

So why don't you meet me, down behind The Old School?
We'll waste away the weekend,
With perfect regard for how cavalier we used to be,
That Beautiful Insanity,
The Apathy's Surrounding Me,
Don't close your eyes or we'll fade away .

We'll go back to the place where the night never ends
We'll remember the fires,
The burning car tires,
Boy how in the hell did we get here?

And we'll never get back what we gave away,
When we still have that fire in our eyes.

Nothing's as real as our old reckless ways,
When we drink by the fires,
The burning car tires,
Bad girls and good liars,
The dreams we'd conspire,
The days we went crazy,
The nights wild and hazy,
Man how in the hell did we get here?

I forgot all about Mother's Day

2009-05-11T00:24:00.005+08:00

Oooooops, sorry mom! I didn't even have a single meal with my mom today. I got up at 3pm because nobody/no alarm nothing woke me up and my mom was already out with her friends, probably mad that nobody remembered. In the evening, I went for dinner with my dad, my aunts and lil'mon, w/o my mom too cause she was at the East and it was already v. late. Omg, I feel so bad. I shall get her a bouquet of flowers tomorrow to humour her and nurse my guilt, she loves flowers, of all kinds.

Anyway that aside, I'm super mad at Ferrari. I missed today's race because I was out but I was notified the results by my informers. Massa could have gotten a podium, but lack of fuel at the end, of all things, lost him 2 positions to his starting 4th. Omg, what lack of judgement from the team!!!! And Raikkonen retired because of technical issues, very very disappointing even though he started of 16th, who knows there might be a miracle? The key here was just keeping on. Omg you know what, I h8 Ferrari!!! They are the reason Massa missed that podium. Points, are just not enough in this situation. Nevertheless, I'm still very proud of Massa!!!! He's the "dangerman" indeed!!!! Next race will take place in my fav gp- Monaco!!! :)

My life would suck w/o you

2009-05-10T02:57:00.003+08:00

Hello world. I'm almost fully recovered but I'm still stuck on sunny island Singapore. But oh well, looks like it isn't that bad after all. Half of my family are at Bintan now so dinner out tonight was only the 4 of us, but it was good.

I was absent from school for half a week and I finally realised that how empty my life be without school. So much for how much I dread going to school in the past! At home, cable vision and the internet are my only friends, but in school, I've so many more! I love everybody in school, they complete my life. Thanks everyone for being so concerned and zh/esme/yve/art who went through the trouble to get me hmwk and settle everything for me. Most of you probably won't see this but I really really (L) all of you.

And it's been long since I've talked to my pretty sbf/kh/clique, I really miss them. Sometimes, I wish O'levels will never end so I can always be with these people! They're the best I can ever have. It's hard to believe how I screwed up my MYEs badly and I can still be as happy as a lark. I guess I have learned way beyond just academic.

F1 update:

Massa 1st, 1-2 for Ferrari during this morning practice in Spain so I'm superrr happy!!! Massa's 4th on the grid for qualifying and the new F60 is proving to be competitive with the Brawn even though the full diffusers are not up yet. Yesssss, finally!!! I hope for a win or at least podium finish for Massa tomorrow!!! I hate it that they're going to be at the Europe region for long, which means 20:00 Local race/qualifying and I'll miss them mostly because I'll be out for dinner. Repeats aren't as excitinggg. :(

2009-05-08T00:25:00.002+08:00

Whatever they are,
you can fixed them,
You just have to want it bad enough.
You said I could do anything if I was willing to risk falling flat on my face.

Nothing.

2009-05-06T10:00:00.003+08:00

No Bintan. No MYEs.

Arghh. What's the use of getting better?!