I can't decide if I like Raikkonen or Alonso more. They're both within my top 4 and it's hard seeing anyone of them leave. Alonso belongs to Renault and Raikkonen to Ferrari. I thought that wasn't gg to change. Never must Kimi go to Mclaren. I don't want to support the enemy. :( Ferrari has made a cruel decision I reckon.

Then again, there's good news today:
http://www.formula1.com/news/headlines/2009/9/10011.html

I will miss the Massa and Raikkonen team. Alot.

I feel so empty now. Having some kind of jetlag feeling. Part of me is still stuck in the weekend. The contrast between Heaven and Hell.

Looking beyond the imperfections is what I'm trying to do now. I need to fix my life and start working hard, as hard as how Vettel is fighting for the title now even chances are really slim. 28 days left, I just realised. It's scary. Then again, I can't wait for it to be over. HCIS gives this sense of security like even if you screw up and everything, you can still choose to take the IB programme.

V for Vettel

This weekend...

• I could ALMOST say I witness Vettel clinching a pole live. But L for Lewis, Loser just ruined it.
• I wish Massa was here. Badly.
  
• I saw the worst in Angmohs/Europeans. They're worse than China men.
  
• But we met some nice kind ones too.
• I love the sound of the cars. 10x louder than rock concerts
  
• I'm still very very proud of Vettel!!! (L)
• + Alonso for making it onto the podium
• + Raikkonen
  
• I'm drinking coffee to keep awake now and try to finish as much work as I can that's due tomorrow. I hate caffeine, bad for health.
  
• F1's over, time to return to reality. I wish I've a one-way ticket to Japan right now.

I can't believe I missed Vettel yesterday!!! He was shopping @ Marina Sq, to think we didn't think of that!!! He even obliged to everyone's requests for autographs and pictures. Alonso, Kubica, Fisichella etc also visited Puma. WTF. Regret/ Heartache eating me whole now. At least we caught Raikkonen I guess. He walked past right in front of our faces!!! (Picture above copyrighted by us! ;) ) No doubt he's a suave, brilliant driver, but he's got quite an attitude problem. Aloof as you call it. Flip-flops, bermudas and cool tattoo, wow. Maybe that's why we love him so much.

P.S/ I'm gg to pre-order 2010's tickets now or first thing when they're out. Massa + Vettel: Not to be missed, never.

Below: Career Day '09

I feel horrible.

This weekend is just play, play and play. Yaye, the high life. Island Creamery again today!!! Love love love. But the stupid carpark fees amounted to about $8. WTF.

P.S. Please contact me if you've F1 tickets for sale. Thanks.

O-M-G. If I see VETTEL LIVE, I'm going to MELT.
I realised the drivers do actually travel by commercial flights, even if they own private jets. Wow.

I hope Vettel wins the Singapore Grand Prix. He'll be this year's world champion. And I hope Massa will be the next.

The Ugly Truth

"I called you 5 million times. And you're only picking up now!"
"What time is it?"
"2PM buddy"

Wanna say sorry to my 3 dear friends. Supposed to meet Jovi @ 9 and Siya/SarahP @ 1. I've nobody at home, windows closed, phone charging outside, nothing at all to wake me up. And you know the rest of it. Okay that was so so bad of me!!!

But I'm glad we had a great time still. Oh my magnanimous friends, who somehow refused to disclose their matters of the heart. (**) And Ugly Truth is such a brainless, sicko show. But i've to admit Eric Winter (the doctor) is kinda hot. ;)

Dinner at my grand's today. It has been a month since I went over :( Btw, my granddad likes Moses Chan too, oh awesomexzxzxz! I love Moses Chan!!! He's on Moonlight Resonance and Ultimate Crime Fighter, I watch him every night. Yaye!!! He never fails to crack me up.

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I used to think our differences will not set us apart. But I guess it is really hard without something in common, or maybe what we have isn't true. "Change is the only constant", my fav quote has just proved itself right. I want to do something but it always seem like it's not enough.

Only time will tell.

Reversal of Fortune GGS03

Watch This Fall.





Chuck & Blair reigns!!!



P.S. And actually I'm hoping to see Nate & Serena get together. Awesomexzxzxzxz.

Lucky Charm

My lucky charm, it worked today!!! Or sort of.















I'm gg to hunt for this: Ferrari F2008 Massa's diecast car model. I found this BMW Sauber Nick Heidfeld's one today and it was so prettaye!!! I need to find Massa's and Vettel's one now. I'll have them sitting on my shelf. ;);)

24-hrs McCafe proves to be an excellent location for me to catch up on my work. It is peaceful in the night and it cuts me off from all the distractions I face at home. And my good company>> Yve.

Raceday tomorrow. I hope Vettel can revive his glory, even if not victory @ Monza. Monza is special!! Because his 2008 win made him the youngest ever winner. And so is Monza Ferrari's home circuit. We'll see. ;););)

P.S. I love the song When the wind blows so much so much!!! Oh man, it took me so long to realise it's that good. But I swear Tyson Ritter is 2134256432x better Live.

Everyone feels like strangers around, talking in a language I don't get, becoming characters I can't understand. Everybody just feels so distant.

I'm tired/afraid/confused.

But reading Button and Vettel's twitter is kinda hilarious.

From @The_Real_Jb
@real_vettel How do i know it's really u?! TA!
@real_vetel What's the name of your trainer?!
@real_vettel Remember what you said to me on the drivers parade in Hungary? TA!
@real_vettel You know your shit!! How you doing man? Wishing you had Kers for Monza!?

And no, @sebas_vettel is the real one, I think. Cause I'm following him. ;)

Call it a political stunt/typical lecture wtv but I do think he sounded genuinely concerned and sincere.

Today, my brother turns 14!!! We celebrated for him on Sat & Sun. Nevertheless, we still went out for dimsum lunch today and had our fill! Awesomexzxzxz. Sometimes, I feel we live to eat and grow fat.

P.S. Ho sin turns 16 today! Happy Birthday too! ;)

P.P.S. Sign it if you want it: http://301.to/8dl
P.P.P.S Run this town is addictive. It's Rihanna oh well.

READ THIS:
http://www.formula1.com/news/headlines/2009/9/9879.html

"If I don't drive then I am not the same person."

“Ever since I was a small boy this is my life. This is what I like to do. So I really hope, and expect, nothing will change inside of me when I go back into the car and start pushing myself to the maximum again."

I'm so proud, so proud and happy. The feeling is indescribable. Just want to say:

FELIPE MASSA FOREVER!!! ;)

Next Time

Why aren't you proud of me? But you're not gg to bring me down because I'm gg to try harder than i intend. Reason: You not believing in me.

It's these few days that I realized I am better than I was in the past. Because I finally understood how we can't change things, but we can change the way we look at it and deal with.

I messed up prelims and I mean it. But it's when you're at rock bottom, the only way to go is UP!

Caught up with Nicole on Friday. We had Sashimi @ Shokudo and talked about "next time".

Next time, I'm gg to reside at the Peak and maybe even become Jackie Chan's neighbour. My house (fully designed by me) will be at a prime location that offers the best view of Hk's skyline. I'll go shopping @ H&M (not forgetting to buy Hello Kitty socks for Chyihui), have dim sum and visit the Victoria Harbour everyday. Plus my canto ho ah: I can watch HK serials w/o Eng subtitles yo! ;)


Night View

Or


I'm gg to settle in Japan in a small town away from the city. My little house will overlook Mt. Fuji and I'll catch fresh salmon from the river everyday. During the Hanami season, I'll enjoy the pretty cherry blossom trees and during winter, I'll visit the hot springs at the countryside! Picture hot bowl of udon + sashimi feast (lobster, sashimi, maguro etc) + freshly-fried tempura + sizzling kobe beef on the table when it's snowing outside. And when country life gets too mundane, I will take the bullet train down to Shinjuku or make an ambitious attempt to scale Mt. Fuji. HAHA! Is this heaven or heaven? ;)



Nicole and MY rather Beverly Hills. You can find them @ 90210 haha! Much as I love the States and European countries like Spain(!!!), I hate the way they look at us- highly discriminating.

All right this is such a dreamy a.k.a. Sarah Phang-like post, but hopefully what's on here will be feasible. ;)

Stress is so overwhelming. I can't breathe. Last-minute studying is very bad for health.

Rich Son, Poor Son