This will be my last post till I'm back.

This weekend I found out something. That despite all the unhappiness that may have happened/ is still gg to happen in future, i still love my family and they still love me and that will not change. ;) I'm sure it will keep us going.

On sat, we had steamboat dinner at this traditional korean restaurant @ Shenton Way which followed the full custom exactly from food to utensils to the setting. Hahaha it was quite cool, reminisce of the good old days in Korea!!! Anyway yes, the effort taken for them to prepare a meal is far commendable compared to our carelessly whipped up instant meal. And hehhee fyi, I use Korean utensils at home!!! Like the thin silver chopsticks similar to that in Da Chang Jin hahaha, in case someone attempt to ahemm poison me. (Hahaha Kh/Sbf/Ahler/Manda see this!!! Bettt you're proud of mua.)

Yesterday, we went hiking early in the morning, which was very very rare for me and then to Sentosa. The luge and sky ride is the best thing in there besides the soon to be built Universal Studios, which I must say is quite remarkable from what they have done so far. ;) Yayeee, can't contain my excitement already. (!!!)

From a week ago:





Actually, I miss all of my prettaye friends pretty much, some of which have been working quite hard. We'll meet soon kkkk. I love you guys a lot a lot!!!

P.S. My phone is working again so text me if you need/want anything from Aussie. ;)

Will be back in a swift.

P.S.

If there's anything urgent, please call (house/ mobile I can still receive calls), because I can't read any texts at all. Sorry if you haven't gotten a reply from me because my phone is not functioning anymore (!!!). I'm still trying to get a new replacement phone now because fixing the previous one would cost a bomb. :( :( :(

But in any case, I'll be off to Aussie on Mon so yep, save the overseas charge anyway. Email me @ superme0808@yahoo.com.sg / leave me a message on Facebook if there's anything up. ;)

We'll no longer be going to HK/ China/ Vietnam which is kinda sad because I was hoping to go to H&M/ Esprit + gobble up all the dim sum/ xiao long baos!!! :( Anw, haven't been to Aussie in ages, since i was 9 i think. I love Aussie, hope everything turns out fine. ;)

And thankkk you so much Esme for everything. Can't say enough. (L)

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You know, I owe you for everything I have today. I'm very grateful without a doubt. But I'm afraid if I ask you why would you want to give me all these, your answer would be that you didn't have a choice.

Who wants to be a bad kid when they can be a good one? Likewise, who wants to be a fool if our intellectual is up to us? Honestly. But I see no meaning in doing good if that's how you see me, that's how you judge me. I know I can't be such a fool to let your perception of me be the vital factor in what kind of person I want/choose to be. But you certainly bring out the worst in me at times.

Definitely flawed and fragmented. That's me, my character, my personality. And of course, I'm far, miles apart from being the best child one would ever desire to have. But I wonder if you were ever truly proud of me, just for awhile? Or if you were ever glad that I am your daughter? Or is it because you simply didn't have a choice? It was all god's doing and it was just an unlucky part of yours.

I pity you.
Even though I can't comprehend your actions. At all. It frightened me when I was young, but now that I can see better, I think it means how much I meant to you. The well of tears that was meant for you is now dry and bare. But I know deep down, I will always wish you would be proud of me one day. For now, I just hope to be happy. If ignorance is bliss, please let me be blinded to all of these.

Spectacular, Spectacular

Just for the record:

13.11 Post-exam: Shop, shop & shopppp w/ Esme + CX + CCA BBQ
14.11 CCA Camp
15.11 Shopping w/ my parents believe it or nottt.

16.11 2012 w/ My+ Nicole + Michelle
17.11 Nails + Hair + Make-up + Prom
18.11 Post prom: Coffee Club + Paranormal Activity midnight + card games till dawn
19.11 Melissa
20.11 Junel +Kent
21.11 Class gathering
22.11 Family dinner



My prettayyeee friends!!! So happy to see them. ;)

Boredom is such a terrible feeling. I can't decide which is worse- stress VS no sense of purpose in life. Man, I'm one contradicting soul.

1. When you've caught every watchable movie on air.
2. When your pocket does not allow you to go shopping everyday.
3. When there's actually nothing that you really want to buy anymore.
4. When you're stuck in a little red dot.
5. When you don't feel like committing yourself to any long running drama series/ series that you've lost touch for long.
6. When you're not into the online gaming addiction.

Life sucksssss I tell ya. Man, I hope to get out of town asap!!! But my travel plans are still not confirm yet, this is frustrating. :(

And i need a jobbbbb.

Because waiting for you is like waiting for rain in this drought. Useless, and disappointing. No i'm not reenacting a chick flick line, it's true.

I'm so worn out and lazy to type anything more than this...

1. I love Adam Lambert even though his new hit single is kinda disappointing. I realised I'm very much a #2 person, I don't like winners. From Massa to Vettel to this.

2. Zara bleeds my allowance.

I've been living life savouring my new found freedom even though the exams have yet to end. 1 last paper but I don't think I'll be as relieved as i thought i would be @ 9am this Fri. That feeling of liberation had came to me long ago since we were done with Geog last Wed. And I don't think I can be any more relieved than I am now. ;)

Caught my sis's keeper on Fri w/ siya. Cried like maddd but the movie failed to leave an impact on me. In fact i think the whole theatre came out w/ swollen bloodshot eyes exp for my dear friend. HAHAHA!!! ;) Strong people don't cry. Is that true, but no I'm not weak. Ok maybe. Anyway, ate and talked a lot, it was awesome.

Family dinner during the weekend as usual, but cousins were not around so that cut half the fun. :(

Today, we had this totally random badminton session for 3 hours after school. I never knew badminton could be this fun haaha. But I still think racket games are not really my cup of tea. Come to think of it, I kinda miss netball and it's frustrating because i don't knw where has the ball gone to. :S And my mom insists i continue w/ the piano during the holidays. Sigh, I'm lacking of an artistic flair.

And i realised i actually love my parents a lot even though they can be very !#$^%#$@# at times. YAYE, i'm happy.

I take back what I've said. I was selfish on my part too.

Defying Gravity

This is the exact same venue we caught the musical!!! It was superbly awesome even though I was terribly sleepy and not in the mood for a musical that night. I blew up my chance and I wanna catch it again! I think they're performing in Sydney now.

Ah sucks I want to watch it so badly now. :(

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3g4ekwTd6Ig