Close to 3 weeks since i last posted. Kinda lost interest here.

But for record sake,

• Flew to Brisbane and back again.
• Had a whale of time in Sea World, Dream World & Movie World (Gold Coast)
• I love Supre + Valleygirl + Billabong (!!!)
  
• I don't usually buy Billabong, partially due to the stereotype of the brand in Sg but still, I realised the awesomeness of it all.
• I miss Surfer's Paradise, I swear it is the best beach I've been to so far. Even the one @ Taiwan couldn't be compared to it.
  

• Went over to Malaysia w/ Junel & co
  
• We did some mad laughing the whole time over there. I don't think I've ever laughed that much in a day. Q crazyyy.
  
• Stocked up on Secret Recipe's cheese cakes because it was darn cheap over there.
  

Did a lot of shopping and met up w/ a couple of friends after I got home which was, of course, marvelous!!! But I still have yet to catch up with many more. Got a part-time job which brings in moooolah. I would say, my life, is at its peak now.

P.S. Christmas is just next week. V,v,v, excitedddd. (!!!)

This will be my last post till I'm back.

This weekend I found out something. That despite all the unhappiness that may have happened/ is still gg to happen in future, i still love my family and they still love me and that will not change. ;) I'm sure it will keep us going.

On sat, we had steamboat dinner at this traditional korean restaurant @ Shenton Way which followed the full custom exactly from food to utensils to the setting. Hahaha it was quite cool, reminisce of the good old days in Korea!!! Anyway yes, the effort taken for them to prepare a meal is far commendable compared to our carelessly whipped up instant meal. And hehhee fyi, I use Korean utensils at home!!! Like the thin silver chopsticks similar to that in Da Chang Jin hahaha, in case someone attempt to ahemm poison me. (Hahaha Kh/Sbf/Ahler/Manda see this!!! Bettt you're proud of mua.)

Yesterday, we went hiking early in the morning, which was very very rare for me and then to Sentosa. The luge and sky ride is the best thing in there besides the soon to be built Universal Studios, which I must say is quite remarkable from what they have done so far. ;) Yayeee, can't contain my excitement already. (!!!)

From a week ago:





Actually, I miss all of my prettaye friends pretty much, some of which have been working quite hard. We'll meet soon kkkk. I love you guys a lot a lot!!!

P.S. My phone is working again so text me if you need/want anything from Aussie. ;)

Will be back in a swift.

P.S.

If there's anything urgent, please call (house/ mobile I can still receive calls), because I can't read any texts at all. Sorry if you haven't gotten a reply from me because my phone is not functioning anymore (!!!). I'm still trying to get a new replacement phone now because fixing the previous one would cost a bomb. :( :( :(

But in any case, I'll be off to Aussie on Mon so yep, save the overseas charge anyway. Email me @ superme0808@yahoo.com.sg / leave me a message on Facebook if there's anything up. ;)

We'll no longer be going to HK/ China/ Vietnam which is kinda sad because I was hoping to go to H&M/ Esprit + gobble up all the dim sum/ xiao long baos!!! :( Anw, haven't been to Aussie in ages, since i was 9 i think. I love Aussie, hope everything turns out fine. ;)

And thankkk you so much Esme for everything. Can't say enough. (L)

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You know, I owe you for everything I have today. I'm very grateful without a doubt. But I'm afraid if I ask you why would you want to give me all these, your answer would be that you didn't have a choice.

Who wants to be a bad kid when they can be a good one? Likewise, who wants to be a fool if our intellectual is up to us? Honestly. But I see no meaning in doing good if that's how you see me, that's how you judge me. I know I can't be such a fool to let your perception of me be the vital factor in what kind of person I want/choose to be. But you certainly bring out the worst in me at times.

Definitely flawed and fragmented. That's me, my character, my personality. And of course, I'm far, miles apart from being the best child one would ever desire to have. But I wonder if you were ever truly proud of me, just for awhile? Or if you were ever glad that I am your daughter? Or is it because you simply didn't have a choice? It was all god's doing and it was just an unlucky part of yours.

I pity you.
Even though I can't comprehend your actions. At all. It frightened me when I was young, but now that I can see better, I think it means how much I meant to you. The well of tears that was meant for you is now dry and bare. But I know deep down, I will always wish you would be proud of me one day. For now, I just hope to be happy. If ignorance is bliss, please let me be blinded to all of these.

Spectacular, Spectacular

Just for the record:

13.11 Post-exam: Shop, shop & shopppp w/ Esme + CX + CCA BBQ
14.11 CCA Camp
15.11 Shopping w/ my parents believe it or nottt.

16.11 2012 w/ My+ Nicole + Michelle
17.11 Nails + Hair + Make-up + Prom
18.11 Post prom: Coffee Club + Paranormal Activity midnight + card games till dawn
19.11 Melissa
20.11 Junel +Kent
21.11 Class gathering
22.11 Family dinner



My prettayyeee friends!!! So happy to see them. ;)

Boredom is such a terrible feeling. I can't decide which is worse- stress VS no sense of purpose in life. Man, I'm one contradicting soul.

1. When you've caught every watchable movie on air.
2. When your pocket does not allow you to go shopping everyday.
3. When there's actually nothing that you really want to buy anymore.
4. When you're stuck in a little red dot.
5. When you don't feel like committing yourself to any long running drama series/ series that you've lost touch for long.
6. When you're not into the online gaming addiction.

Life sucksssss I tell ya. Man, I hope to get out of town asap!!! But my travel plans are still not confirm yet, this is frustrating. :(

And i need a jobbbbb.

Because waiting for you is like waiting for rain in this drought. Useless, and disappointing. No i'm not reenacting a chick flick line, it's true.

I'm so worn out and lazy to type anything more than this...

1. I love Adam Lambert even though his new hit single is kinda disappointing. I realised I'm very much a #2 person, I don't like winners. From Massa to Vettel to this.

2. Zara bleeds my allowance.

I've been living life savouring my new found freedom even though the exams have yet to end. 1 last paper but I don't think I'll be as relieved as i thought i would be @ 9am this Fri. That feeling of liberation had came to me long ago since we were done with Geog last Wed. And I don't think I can be any more relieved than I am now. ;)

Caught my sis's keeper on Fri w/ siya. Cried like maddd but the movie failed to leave an impact on me. In fact i think the whole theatre came out w/ swollen bloodshot eyes exp for my dear friend. HAHAHA!!! ;) Strong people don't cry. Is that true, but no I'm not weak. Ok maybe. Anyway, ate and talked a lot, it was awesome.

Family dinner during the weekend as usual, but cousins were not around so that cut half the fun. :(

Today, we had this totally random badminton session for 3 hours after school. I never knew badminton could be this fun haaha. But I still think racket games are not really my cup of tea. Come to think of it, I kinda miss netball and it's frustrating because i don't knw where has the ball gone to. :S And my mom insists i continue w/ the piano during the holidays. Sigh, I'm lacking of an artistic flair.

And i realised i actually love my parents a lot even though they can be very !#$^%#$@# at times. YAYE, i'm happy.

I take back what I've said. I was selfish on my part too.

Defying Gravity

This is the exact same venue we caught the musical!!! It was superbly awesome even though I was terribly sleepy and not in the mood for a musical that night. I blew up my chance and I wanna catch it again! I think they're performing in Sydney now.

Ah sucks I want to watch it so badly now. :(

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3g4ekwTd6Ig

Happy 16th my dearest sbf. ;)


Heard Only One (Yellowcard) playing on 987 and suddenly i feel so old. This song brings back a lot from the past i guess. Oh well we should be looking forward now. ;)

Faraday's law of electromagnetic induction states that the magnitude of the induced current is proportional to the rate at which the magnetic flux are cut.

Lenz's law states that the induced current is always in a direction to oppose the change producing it.

An electromotive force (emf) is induced whenever there is a changing magnetic flux in a circuit.

Omgf, I love Patrick Jane!!!! If it has anything to do with the above. Simon Baker is indeed charming.

Straight through my heart,

that's where you got me. Tomorrow will be the start of a long-awaited battle. Freedom will come at exactly 9am on 13Nov. Let's hope this will all end in joy.

HEHEHE. Have been gg almost everywhere to study for the past week. Feeling v. v. unproductive, but it's okay, at least I'm doing something. ;) And i love my awesome company like Esme/Alee/Cleo. ;)

F1@Interlagos was a blast!!!!

• Kimi was on fire. OMGF!!!
• Sutil and Trulli looked like they were on the verge of punching each other. AHHH.
• Vettel moved from 15th to 4th!!! 11 positions, no kid.
  
• Massa looked damn cute waving waving waving the chequered flag. I was hyperventilating. It compensated the fact that he was not racing his home race I guess.
• Kobayashi is my new hero!!! Awesome drive on his debut.
• Barrichello is my 2009 CHAMPION!!! Even though i'm a Vettel fan, I felt he deserves the champion more than anyone else. And his son is such a sweetiepie!!! (L)
  

All right all in all, the Brazil's race is always the best one on the calender, but ironically, always the most depressing one.

I hope this month will fly by, as quickly as a missile.

4 years in Crescent

Honestly, other than learning how to cope with a stressful life, it's still that. It's such a pity to say I haven't taken away much or maybe I just haven't realised. At many times, I thought I'd rather be in a normal school (not that Crescent is an elite). But then again, problems will come chasing after you no matter where you're. Life's like that.

I wish I've gotten to know more people. There are so many familiar faces around, but we're still not any closer than what we were 4 years ago. But to the people I know, I only have to say everything has been worthwhile. Ups and downs, fights and make-ups. People are usually better than you think they are when you know them, I realised. ;)

The best thing about coming to Crescent is meeting people that you will not get to see anywhere else and befriending people that you'll never have as friends if you went somewhere else.

Technically, it's 1 day to graduation and I already know who I'm gg to miss!!! ~~~

P.S. I hate good-byes once again.

I got my dress settled yesterday finally. The fried chicken @ Waffle Town is hell of a good. You wouldn't ever step into KFC again after you've tried it.

Swensens with my aunts + cousins today after school. "Togetherness"!!! I can't wait to go on a trip together, like ALL of us. It spells fun fun fun and fun. ~~~ The last trip we went all tgt was like Melbourne or Hk which was eons ago. Honestly, I don't care if we're only gg to somewhere nearby. Australia (all of us) will be anytime > Switzerland (4 of us)


!!!

VETTEL ON POLE @ SUZUKA!!!

3 red flags + 1 yellow flag for today's qualifying. How dramatic! ;)

Then, the tailor called, to my dismay. I'm not gg to wear my design anymore. I'm not gg to wear my design anymore. I'm not going to wear my design anymore. So i'm left with 3 weeks to hunt down something desirable. I'm furious, disappointed and frustrated, but I'll keep the F word. ~~~

Btw, I love mooncakes. They make me happy!!!

Directions

I'm super worn out but still logged on to say my piece. Today's an awesomexzxzxz day I say. Awesomexzxzxz. I have directions now. YAYE!!! Not going to be easy for sure, but I'll try.

Stayed with Cleo @ SMU the entire night. Dinner + Chocolate Latte that tasted like milo w/ 10 tablespoons of sugar + 1 tub of B&J's with courtesy of some kind souls. Glutton!!!

People are fascinating, even though at times disappointing. I think I wanna pursue psychology. And I'm determined to do costume jewellery after O's. Both designing and manufacturing. Ha, my 12-year-old cousin is gg to show me the ropes. It'll be fun I bet. Wow. ;) ;)

P.S. I wanna show you my star tattoo. Maybe tomorrow.

Seeking refuge

Staying home just one day makes me energised and happy. (!!) How I would love to escape from the world that is spinning so quickly. I've figured that at this crucial point of time, I'm going to take things my way and be in control of my own life. If slow is what I do best, then slow it shall be. It's suffocating trying to catch up with the pace of everybody else. It's my own marathon and my aim is just to finish earlier than the old me.

Times like this I feel like retreating into a world of my own is the best choice. Oh, do I remind you of Laura Wingfield?? Haha, but yes it's important to still keep the world in my view as Cleo said. ;)

I feel awesome.

P.S. To people who screw up their life: For the love of god, fix it because you're just shortchanging yourself. We ain't gossip-girl characters in reality my dear.

I can't decide if I like Raikkonen or Alonso more. They're both within my top 4 and it's hard seeing anyone of them leave. Alonso belongs to Renault and Raikkonen to Ferrari. I thought that wasn't gg to change. Never must Kimi go to Mclaren. I don't want to support the enemy. :( Ferrari has made a cruel decision I reckon.

Then again, there's good news today:
http://www.formula1.com/news/headlines/2009/9/10011.html

I will miss the Massa and Raikkonen team. Alot.

I feel so empty now. Having some kind of jetlag feeling. Part of me is still stuck in the weekend. The contrast between Heaven and Hell.

Looking beyond the imperfections is what I'm trying to do now. I need to fix my life and start working hard, as hard as how Vettel is fighting for the title now even chances are really slim. 28 days left, I just realised. It's scary. Then again, I can't wait for it to be over. HCIS gives this sense of security like even if you screw up and everything, you can still choose to take the IB programme.

V for Vettel

This weekend...

• I could ALMOST say I witness Vettel clinching a pole live. But L for Lewis, Loser just ruined it.
• I wish Massa was here. Badly.
  
• I saw the worst in Angmohs/Europeans. They're worse than China men.
  
• But we met some nice kind ones too.
• I love the sound of the cars. 10x louder than rock concerts
  
• I'm still very very proud of Vettel!!! (L)
• + Alonso for making it onto the podium
• + Raikkonen
  
• I'm drinking coffee to keep awake now and try to finish as much work as I can that's due tomorrow. I hate caffeine, bad for health.
  
• F1's over, time to return to reality. I wish I've a one-way ticket to Japan right now.

I can't believe I missed Vettel yesterday!!! He was shopping @ Marina Sq, to think we didn't think of that!!! He even obliged to everyone's requests for autographs and pictures. Alonso, Kubica, Fisichella etc also visited Puma. WTF. Regret/ Heartache eating me whole now. At least we caught Raikkonen I guess. He walked past right in front of our faces!!! (Picture above copyrighted by us! ;) ) No doubt he's a suave, brilliant driver, but he's got quite an attitude problem. Aloof as you call it. Flip-flops, bermudas and cool tattoo, wow. Maybe that's why we love him so much.

P.S/ I'm gg to pre-order 2010's tickets now or first thing when they're out. Massa + Vettel: Not to be missed, never.

Below: Career Day '09

I feel horrible.

This weekend is just play, play and play. Yaye, the high life. Island Creamery again today!!! Love love love. But the stupid carpark fees amounted to about $8. WTF.

P.S. Please contact me if you've F1 tickets for sale. Thanks.

O-M-G. If I see VETTEL LIVE, I'm going to MELT.
I realised the drivers do actually travel by commercial flights, even if they own private jets. Wow.

I hope Vettel wins the Singapore Grand Prix. He'll be this year's world champion. And I hope Massa will be the next.

The Ugly Truth

"I called you 5 million times. And you're only picking up now!"
"What time is it?"
"2PM buddy"

Wanna say sorry to my 3 dear friends. Supposed to meet Jovi @ 9 and Siya/SarahP @ 1. I've nobody at home, windows closed, phone charging outside, nothing at all to wake me up. And you know the rest of it. Okay that was so so bad of me!!!

But I'm glad we had a great time still. Oh my magnanimous friends, who somehow refused to disclose their matters of the heart. (**) And Ugly Truth is such a brainless, sicko show. But i've to admit Eric Winter (the doctor) is kinda hot. ;)

Dinner at my grand's today. It has been a month since I went over :( Btw, my granddad likes Moses Chan too, oh awesomexzxzxz! I love Moses Chan!!! He's on Moonlight Resonance and Ultimate Crime Fighter, I watch him every night. Yaye!!! He never fails to crack me up.

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I used to think our differences will not set us apart. But I guess it is really hard without something in common, or maybe what we have isn't true. "Change is the only constant", my fav quote has just proved itself right. I want to do something but it always seem like it's not enough.

Only time will tell.

Reversal of Fortune GGS03

Watch This Fall.





Chuck & Blair reigns!!!



P.S. And actually I'm hoping to see Nate & Serena get together. Awesomexzxzxzxz.

Lucky Charm

My lucky charm, it worked today!!! Or sort of.















I'm gg to hunt for this: Ferrari F2008 Massa's diecast car model. I found this BMW Sauber Nick Heidfeld's one today and it was so prettaye!!! I need to find Massa's and Vettel's one now. I'll have them sitting on my shelf. ;);)

24-hrs McCafe proves to be an excellent location for me to catch up on my work. It is peaceful in the night and it cuts me off from all the distractions I face at home. And my good company>> Yve.

Raceday tomorrow. I hope Vettel can revive his glory, even if not victory @ Monza. Monza is special!! Because his 2008 win made him the youngest ever winner. And so is Monza Ferrari's home circuit. We'll see. ;););)

P.S. I love the song When the wind blows so much so much!!! Oh man, it took me so long to realise it's that good. But I swear Tyson Ritter is 2134256432x better Live.

Everyone feels like strangers around, talking in a language I don't get, becoming characters I can't understand. Everybody just feels so distant.

I'm tired/afraid/confused.

But reading Button and Vettel's twitter is kinda hilarious.

From @The_Real_Jb
@real_vettel How do i know it's really u?! TA!
@real_vetel What's the name of your trainer?!
@real_vettel Remember what you said to me on the drivers parade in Hungary? TA!
@real_vettel You know your shit!! How you doing man? Wishing you had Kers for Monza!?

And no, @sebas_vettel is the real one, I think. Cause I'm following him. ;)

Call it a political stunt/typical lecture wtv but I do think he sounded genuinely concerned and sincere.

Today, my brother turns 14!!! We celebrated for him on Sat & Sun. Nevertheless, we still went out for dimsum lunch today and had our fill! Awesomexzxzxz. Sometimes, I feel we live to eat and grow fat.

P.S. Ho sin turns 16 today! Happy Birthday too! ;)

P.P.S. Sign it if you want it: http://301.to/8dl
P.P.P.S Run this town is addictive. It's Rihanna oh well.

READ THIS:
http://www.formula1.com/news/headlines/2009/9/9879.html

"If I don't drive then I am not the same person."

“Ever since I was a small boy this is my life. This is what I like to do. So I really hope, and expect, nothing will change inside of me when I go back into the car and start pushing myself to the maximum again."

I'm so proud, so proud and happy. The feeling is indescribable. Just want to say:

FELIPE MASSA FOREVER!!! ;)

Next Time

Why aren't you proud of me? But you're not gg to bring me down because I'm gg to try harder than i intend. Reason: You not believing in me.

It's these few days that I realized I am better than I was in the past. Because I finally understood how we can't change things, but we can change the way we look at it and deal with.

I messed up prelims and I mean it. But it's when you're at rock bottom, the only way to go is UP!

Caught up with Nicole on Friday. We had Sashimi @ Shokudo and talked about "next time".

Next time, I'm gg to reside at the Peak and maybe even become Jackie Chan's neighbour. My house (fully designed by me) will be at a prime location that offers the best view of Hk's skyline. I'll go shopping @ H&M (not forgetting to buy Hello Kitty socks for Chyihui), have dim sum and visit the Victoria Harbour everyday. Plus my canto ho ah: I can watch HK serials w/o Eng subtitles yo! ;)


Night View

Or


I'm gg to settle in Japan in a small town away from the city. My little house will overlook Mt. Fuji and I'll catch fresh salmon from the river everyday. During the Hanami season, I'll enjoy the pretty cherry blossom trees and during winter, I'll visit the hot springs at the countryside! Picture hot bowl of udon + sashimi feast (lobster, sashimi, maguro etc) + freshly-fried tempura + sizzling kobe beef on the table when it's snowing outside. And when country life gets too mundane, I will take the bullet train down to Shinjuku or make an ambitious attempt to scale Mt. Fuji. HAHA! Is this heaven or heaven? ;)



Nicole and MY rather Beverly Hills. You can find them @ 90210 haha! Much as I love the States and European countries like Spain(!!!), I hate the way they look at us- highly discriminating.

All right this is such a dreamy a.k.a. Sarah Phang-like post, but hopefully what's on here will be feasible. ;)

Stress is so overwhelming. I can't breathe. Last-minute studying is very bad for health.

Rich Son, Poor Son

S.V.

Flooded twitter with thechai and cxseow.
While others may be celebrating Ferrari's first win of the season or Force India's maiden podium, I was contented seeing Vettel on the podium. And I saw the "We miss you, Felipe Massa" board during ystd's qualifying. That was so sweet!!! Oh man, I miss him too.


How can you ever understand the joy of watching F1? It is fulfilling.

"I know what you mean but you can't use Torres because the UK markers are going to laugh when they read this. Use Fandi Ahmad?"

My English teacher told me this today 'bt the sensitivity of the name "Torres" when associated with football. She's a Liverpool fan.

P.S. Blogger is screwed no matter which server i use. It's annoying.

GLEE

A get-high/gay/scream-out-loud day definitely.

I love Jovi+Kamal+Cheryl+ Tracy + Abby+ Tan+ Falee!!!

"Because waiting for you is like waiting for rain in this drought. Useless and disappointing."

AHAHAHAHAHAHHAA. Okay i still can't stop laughing. But it is not supposed to be funny.

Kh and I did A-Math @ Macs after school. I'm proud to say it was productive even though we spent quite some time fleeing from a tiny cockroach, building our defense against it and warning innocent parties not to go near the "danger" area. Hahaha it was a comical scene to the rest I swear.

Oh man I love you Kh and my Himalayan Tea Latte!!!! ;););)

P.S. Javier was such a sweet boy yesterday!!!! He peeled grapes for me. He peeled grapes for me. He peeled grapes for me. Oh man, I melted.

Jessica Loves Island Creamery!!! ;););)

And my family of coz. Thanks for making my weekend.


P.S. It's Javier's birthday tomorrow! Omg so exciteddd.

I (L) 4G3

Very emotional today. Felt v. mad with myself.

I really don't want the class to get into any more trouble, not when all the teachers are already looking down on us. Because we're much > what they think we are. And Mrs.Chia has been so nice to us lately, not that she was not in the past, just not all the time. I really love 4G3!!!

Plus it was my fault, not theirs at all. They shouldn't be paying for it. And luckily, they didn't.

Well at least next week will be better because this week has been pretty much bad all the way. Thank you Esme and everybody else though, you all made it much better. And also the administrator person for our oral. She offered me her jacket and she was left freezing with 10 min with her sleeveless top during our prep time. I was so touched.

Idk why but I miss Sbf and Kh suddenly. Haha, at least they can always make me laugh with their "who is more childish?" competition and their lame shit jokes. (Awww you must be so touched to see this. )

The Story of An Hour

I've a fucking bad migraine.

And I'm trying to write 2 essays about this lunatic woman who was so disappointed that her husband didn't die that she had a heart attack. And died.

What a highly dramatic plot, is all I got to say.

Life is AWESOME.

With a captial A. Partly because I'm 16 and legal now! But from now on, there'll be no thrill cheating the ticketing auntie at GV/Cathay. :(

When the sun and moon took turns to watch over the world (I find this phrase damn hilarious and dramatic), so much have happened!!! All photos are up on FB so I'll only post some favourites up here. ;)

National Day Celebration @ CGS.

I have always loved ND celebrations because the singing of ND songs make you feel so warm and fuzzy inside. Hahaha! ;)













Oh I (L) you Alee even though we support different clubs. ;)

Haha don't you reckon we look like professional cheerleaders?

I still think our photo is the prettiest even though we didn't win!!! Thanks to Cleo, the awesome photographer! ;);)



W/ Cx, Chyihui, TW, Naz and Sherm
The ratings were quite bad I heard, but I thought it was rather good on the whole even though I'm not quite a Sci-Fic person. Good action but too much I reckon. There were things blowing up for most of the movie. Still, it was rather exciting! And Lee Byung-Hun looks as good as I remember him from 'bt 6 yrs ago when I was in Korea, watching All-In. Hahaha! And of course, Sienna Miller! ;)

0808




Esme brought a cake to my house early in the morning when I was still in bed. So sweet righttt! And then we had japanese fare and called a whole spread of sushi. ( I feel like migrating to Japan and gorged on all the sashimi for life!!!) Caught Public Enemies (my first LEGAL NC16) >> Depp Depp Depp!!!!



The best-looking Dillinger ever!!! And of course Christian Bale, our dear Batman. The film wasn't as good as I expected it to be, but I still cried at the end. :(



Dinner w/ family at some chinese restaurant. And then we went up to the roof of the Esplanade to cut the cake. Hahaha, yeah it very romantic even though we had to make do with the melted oreo cheese cake. ;););) The only thing missing was a Lana cake!! We didn't order it in time so got awfully chocolate instead which kinda tasted like Lana, but it wasn't Lana. The cheese cake was good, but it wasn't Lana too. I think it's a psychological thing.

But I'm still very very very happy!!! Thank you so much! It might not sound very sincere on cyber space, but I really appreciate every thing that you all have done for me, thank you thank you thank you. It really wouldn't have been perfect with one less wish.

I

LOVE

ALL MY FRIENDS

SO VERY MUCH!!!

;)

I cannot imagine life w/o you guys.

But I'm sure it would have been hell.

To you who think that I have lost the ability to think straight.

For sure, he does not deserve this. He does not for a thousand times and over. He paid the consequence of the negligence of somebody else. Yes, nobody wanted this, but who dare to say all of this would still have happened if they were careful enough? It was an accident that could have been prevented.

I wish I was more of a forgiving person. But to the obvious murderer, I can't help from feeling vengeful. I'm not a saint.

You might think that it's incomprehensible and exaggerating to be so affected by someone not in your life but only appears on TV. But he's not just someone or anyone to me. He means a whole lot more. It might seemed like an easy thing for you, seeing one less driver on track. But it is not for me and it will never be because I might never get to see him on track again. Don't tell me of all the postive reports, much as I would like to believe in them, we all know deep inside how hard it would be to get him racing again. And trust my wishful thinking that he will be back @ Valencia next month.

And I really appreciate all of you who are so considerate and sensitive even though I know you all don't understand this, I really do. I'm very lucky to have all of you. And today I was selfish to have pour out all my negative feelings and spoil the day. I will be fine tomorrow. :):):)

Forza Felipe, Siamo Con Te.

Forza Felipe, Siamo Con Te.

Please genuinely pray for Massa if you see this. He has to pull through. He is the only champion I see and if he's not racing anymore, F1 will be pointless.

I swear Rubens Barrichello and Brawn GP is going to pay dearly!!!!!!!!!!!! They're such bastards and beasts that no word in the dictionary can speak better of them.















http://www.cbssports.com/autoracing/story/11990980

You'll never walk alone.

Oh man, I love crabs and any edible crustaceans!!!

Missed Sat's qualifying because I was out having dinner @ East Coast. And CX texted that Massa sustained concussion and a fractured skull from a crash. Seriously, what could have been worse? F U BRAWN!!! You guys are so awesome you have objects flying out of your cars.

Horrible weekend for F1, or at least for Massa, Vettel and Alonso. Hopefully, Massa can race again in Europe if not it will be pointless to watch.

And yes KOP in SG. FERNANDO TORRES forever!!!!!
I've Arsenal jersey in my closet so he's the only reason why I'm watching. He's going to challenge Ronaldo in the upcoming premier league. :):):)

I should be asleep now.

When the wind blows...

Rainy days make me moody, depressed and anti-social. Thanks for trying to cheer me up guys. Sorry if I didn't quite answer your concerns. Because nothing is wrong, I mean nothing really happened. I don't know how to put it in words, but everything just feels bad.

Realised a couple of things. Two-faced hypocrites, aren't they horrid? And sadly, the world is full of such people. Maybe I'm one too at some point. I don't know, but I'm taken aback at how cruel people can be. Apparently. Fortunately, have not expreienced it, but witnessing it has quite big of an impact anyway. How do you tell if people are true? That's just proved to be the hardest.

Ahhh pardon me, I'm just so sick and tired of everything, bewildered by life.

Anyway, this week in a nutshell:
1. Racial Harmony Day Celebration (Da Bomb!!! Pictures below, the rest are up on FB.)
2. Harry Potter w/ SW (I'm know I'm a week late.)
3. Hanging out @ O'Briens4. CleoPoh's Sweet 16th!!! (24/07)










Esme, Falee and Christina look damn cute!!!





Aren't their costumes just prettyae??? :):):)

The effect on film is awesome!!!

I shall continue digging out old dvds to watch. Nights.

Just reached home after catching HP to find 5 messages in my inbox about all the geog stuff due tomorrow. And there's a nat veg test.

Wtf. I'm gg to bed.

P.S. It has been so long, I miss Chuck & Blair!!! Right Geetha????


Sat
Went to the tailor's with Serena + Family dinner.
You know, Holland Village is a lovely place, but the people there just ain't that lovely.

Filthy rich, that's what you are. But you'll never know how that LV bag and those big studded diamond rings look so cheap on you.

Sun
Parents were annoyed because both my brother and i refused to go out for dinner. We stayed home to watch Goblet of Fire for 4 hrs. It's a good thing, watching it on TV because watching it on DVD means massive fast-forward. And I still can't get over why Cedric died every time I watch it. Hahaha they say it's because RP has to take on his role in Twilight. Wth time difference???

Mon
Out with my aunts and cousin after school for lunch. My cousin joked and we laughed a lot basically. And I swear Mango Sago w/ Pamaelo + Ice Cream is the most heavenly yet inexpensive dessert on Mother Earth. Like which genius created that?? I'll kowtow to you.

Came home and talked on the phone w/ Nicole and Lisa for long. :):):)

My life has been so awesome recently, it couldn't have been better.

It's Racial Harmony Day tomorrow and it just spells fun even though we'll be lugging around with heavy costumes. HAHAHAHA!!!