Retail therapy don't work all the time.

It's true, sometimes, money can't buy happiness.
Define happiness.
Happiness is being free to do what you love with people you love.

When Chinese O'levels was over, I wasn't as relieved I should have been.

Today out w/ Kh and we did all my fav stuff. Lunch at HK Cafe and we combed almost the entire town. Awesome company, good food, v.fruitful trip but I wasn't as excited as I should have been.

Yes, this is a weird phenomenon that has just hit me. The thought of all the homework/past-year papers crap, the approaching myes was just so overwhelming that it killed all the excitement I should get from retail therapy, from spending time w/ people I love. It is really very, very frustrating. Play used to be just pure play but now it's contaminated with such thoughts. I reckon this is really stress at its saturation point.

But this might be a good thing, because joy and happiness can't and shouldn't come from spending money and buying things you want. I realised how shallow I was in the past. I think I've done good reflection today and I'll be a better person and better friend in future. :) I see the motivation coming to me now, somehow, I think I can manage all this crap that we've to go through and still come out alive kicking and even stronger.

Turning in now. Tomorrow will be a better day and thank you Kh for today, it was still fun nevertheless. :)

Sbf/Kh:
I haven't exactly been the bestest friend, but thank you for still being my bestest friends. (L) And yes, Kimbum haha!!! :)